<<c.h.>> Hopefulness

Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,average Aussie,for awhile anyway. Going through high school with each other,they realize their time is running out. Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,her best friend,her crush,her everything,but most importantly,her savior.
I present to you..... <<c.h.>> Hopefulness
(Cover made by: Beautifully Music Nerd)
*Some Chapters include Suicidal/Depressed Thoughts and Actions*


16. -16- Hush *Warning! Suicidal Thoughts/Actions*


Lucas walks up to me. 

"Has the phone rang at all?" He asks me, obviously angry. I shake my head. He shoves past me and grabs his keys, before heading out to his car. I watch from the window as his car sputters before he can even close his door and he pounds on the wheel,making the horn honk. The hood pops up and smoke piles out. He rushes back inside.

"Where do you have to go?" I ask and he stops. 

"It's none of your business,Kayla!" He says and runs his hands through his hair. "Honestly,your just a waste of space!"

His face softens and he lowers his hands. 

My good feeling falls.

"Kayla....I didn't mean-I'm so sorry." 

I run past him and up the stairs to my room. 


I lie on my bathroom floor,sobbing and thinking about how he's right. About how Lucas had to mean it because he's completely right. He must've forgot all about me,because after I ran up here,the phone rang and no one came up. I sob even more and next thing I know I'm being picked up. 

"Kayla,what's wrong?" Calum's voice asks and I feel the bed beneath me. I look and see a blurred Calum. 

"Calum,I'm a waste of space. You know that. Everyone does. I just want to die and disappear and...." My voice trails off and I begin sobbing again, this time into Calum's shoulder.

"Kayla,you are most definitely not a waste of space. If you died,I would never forgive myself for not stopping whatever it was that did it. Kayla,I'm not just saying this. And,yeah,I don't exactly know what you're going against. But if I did,I'd take you away. I'd take you somewhere safe. I want you save you. I want to be your superhero. I love you,goddammit!" He tells me. "You're the fucking best thing that's ever came into my life and I want you to be in my life forever. No matter what you matter to me. You're amazing and you can stay up all night thinking that I'm a liar but trust me,Kayla,I'm telling the truth. The other guys can confirm that all I talk about is you. I'm in love with you. I don't want you to be hurt." He says.






Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...