<<c.h.>> Hopefulness

Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,average Aussie,for awhile anyway. Going through high school with each other,they realize their time is running out. Kayla Carter,average Aussie,meets Calum Hood,her best friend,her crush,her everything,but most importantly,her savior.
I present to you..... <<c.h.>> Hopefulness
(Cover made by: Beautifully Music Nerd)
*Some Chapters include Suicidal/Depressed Thoughts and Actions*


12. -12- She's Right *Warning! Suicidal Thoughts/Actions*


Staring at the dark wall,tears roll down my face. 'She's right. I'm a selfish brat. She's so patient with me. She was my first friend,one of my only friends throughout the years. I'm a selfish,ugly,stupid,idiot who's hanging out with my crush all the time,who's way out of my fucking league and its all true. I'm a jerk. I lost my very best friend today.' I sit up and grab my phone. I pull up the app that controls the lights built into my walls and turn them on and make them a baby blue color. I go into my messages and find my chat with Lily.  

Kayla: Lily your right. Im sry. Im such an idiot.

Lily: Leave me alone,Kayla.

Kayla: Lily,plz.


I put down my pencil and read what I'd wrote. Reading the explanation on why I decided to leave this world. There's a knock at the door and I  scramble to shove the paper into my drawer. I get up and open the door to find Lily standing there,wearing matching pajamas as me,and a bag in her hand. Lucas is walking away,smiling. Lily and I hug each other tightly. 

"I'm so sorry,Kay." She whispers.

"I'm sorry,too." I say and yank her into my room,and we laugh. 


"So,which one should I wear?" I ask Lily,holding up two different dresses. One's short,white,with a little black belt. The other is knee level in the back,and a bit shorter in the front,it's white as well,and has a black sweater. 

"That one," Lily tells me,pointing to the second one. I nod and set it on the closet handle. I put the other one on the chair next to the balcony. "Woah,its late." 

I nod again. "Hey,are you and Michael going to homecoming together?" I ask.

Lily shrugs. "I think so. Lemme text him." 

So she does and we wait. As we wait,there's a knock at my door. I get up to answer it and I find Chelsea there. She looks up from her phone and smiles. "Aerianna and I wanna know if you two wanna make late night cookies with us." She tells me.

I look back at Lily,who's now smiling widely. We both nod and follow Chelsea down to the kitchen. Aerianna is there with bowls,spoons,and ingredients on the counter. She waves at us. 


We wake up to a beeping noise. Lily checks her phone and nods. "It's Mike," She tells me. "He said yeah." 

I nod and look at the clock. 8:00 am. We both get up off the floor and head downstairs. 

The doorbell rings and Eric answers it. I notice Ash standing there. "Hey,Ashton!" Eric yells and I smile. Lily elbows me and nods to the door.

"Hey,Eric. Are Kayla and Lily here?" Ashton asks and I see what Lily was trying to show me. Calum. I smile again.

Eric lets them in and points to us. 

"Hey." I say. 

"Hey." Calum echoes.



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