The Dairy of A Vampire

This is the Dairy of a 15-year-old vampire named Vladimira. She lives with her human family and she hates that she can't get the right food. She has never tasted human blood before and her mother and father are pushing her ever closer to trying some of them. But, of course, they don't know that she is a vampire.


77. Entry 77; Thr, Apr 13, 2017

For the last two days I have been cooking, and coming from me that is big because I don't normally cook willingly, and taking tests at school. But more importantly, I have been a dressed little vampire. For some reason, I can't find a smile in me when I am not talking to anyone. And I haven't been talking to anyone. That is the thing. I don't know why but I can't find my smile. I must have misplaced it or something. No one would steal my smile, would they? I haven't been feeding very well either. I just don't want to leave my dark room. I should have done this on Tuesday when I didn't have class or anything going on. Why do I want to cry? Why is it that every time I am not around people that I feel myself starting to tear up because of my thoughts? Why? This never happened to me before. 

I want to do something I just can't find it in me to do more than this little bit of writing that even now I am forcing myself to type out and say right now. If not for that I wouldn't be doing this. I have lost sight of my dream and I can't find a job. My mom and dad are making me get a job but I can't find one. I am now 16 years old but I can not find a job. I want something easy to me, like babysitting. But I doubt someone would hire a 16-year-old to watch their kids. I keep trying to sign up for websites that would help me get a job but they say that I can't until I am 18 years or older. COME ON. Half the kids in my school already have a job and I can't find one? Why not? Okay, I need to go and calm myself down.


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