Angel In Disguise

I looked into those piercing green eyes that I had grown to love and told him, "You are an Angel In Disguise."


12. Ashton Knows


Songs of the chapter:

-Shape Of You by Ed Sheeran

-HandClap by Fitz & The Tantrums 

-Want To Want Me by Jason Derulo


After I had calmed down, I tried my best to fix my hair and makeup so it didn't look like I had been crying. I took a deep breath and got out my little suitcase/backpack that I used to bring clothes in. I stuffed everything in, not caring whether or not it was folded.


"Bella! I'm going out, come say goodbye!" Mom yelled from downstairs. I trudged down them and put a fake smile on my face, not trying very hard to make it look believable.


"Hun, what's wrong?" She immediately asked before I got all the way down. Ashton looked over when she said that and his smile fell. I guess I probably looked like shit. 


"Nothing. Just gonna miss you guys." She hugged me and reminded me that I could always come over at any time. After I shut and locked the door behind her I turned around and literally ran right into Ashtons chest. He had his arms crossed.


"What's wrong with you? And don't say 'nothing'. You're a bad liar." I looked down at my feet.


"You heard me. I'm just going to miss you guys."


"Bullshit. Why don't you want to go to your dads house? That much is clear."


"I just don't uhh, feel that safe there?" It came out more like a question.


"Why wouldn't you feel safe with your dad?" I looked him in the eyes and rolled up my sleeves for him to see the bruises. I knew I could trust Ashton. He sucked in a breath.


"Those aren't.....are those....?" I nodded and squeezed my eyes shut letting more hot tears flow down my cheeks. He pulled my into a tight hug.


"How long," his voice cracked and I could tell there were also tears in his eyes, "how long has he been hitting you for?" 


"Every since I was 12. I-I can't go back there Ashton. I just can't. One day it's going to be too much and I'll do something that I can't take back."


"Then don't."


"But-but I have to. If I don't go back, he'll come looking for me, and he already told me that if he did, he would kill Calum. And my father never says anything that he doesn't mean. And I can't tell the police because once he gets out of jail, he'll most likely kill me and most definitely kill Cal and his mom. It's better I let the pain destroy me than everyone else I love. And you can't tell anyone, Ashton. I'm begging you. Nobody knows besides you. No one."


"But how can I not tell anyone? He's been abusing you!"


"Ashton, do you care about me?"




"Do you love me like a sister?"


"Of course."


"Then you won't tell anyone."




"You heard me Ashton. I can move out in a couple years, I won't get hit anymore, my dad won't be in jail, and Calum and his mom will be safe. I've dealt with it for so many years, I can stand a couple more. It will be worth it."


"Bella, please don't make me do this."


"If you actually care about me and trust me, then you would respect my decision. This is not your secret to share." I walked away and ran upstairs again, praying that Ashton wouldn't tell anyone. I knew I could trust him, but he always did what he thought was right, so I had no idea how this was going to end. He ran after me.


"Leave me alone Ashton!"


"Not gonna happen, sweetheart." 


"Fine. If you're going to be up here you might as well help me pack."


"Sure." He helped me pack.



*Right before Bella leaves for her dads


I picked up my backpack and slowly headed towards the door. The guys gave me a hug.


"Bye sis, I'll see ya later. When are you staying over again?"


"I-I'm not sure yet."


"I'm driving you." Ashton said.


"No, Its o-"


"Wasn't a question." Ashton said as he got his keys and walked out to his car. 


"What was that about?" Luke asked.


"Nothing." I rolled my eyes. Great. Now he was gonna be super over-protective. 


"Bye Bells." said Michael as he gave me a kiss on the forehead. That was his new nickname for me. It was cute. He went back into the kitchen with Calum so it was just we and Luke.


"Bye Bella. See ya soon." Luke said while giving me a long hug, his hands just above my butt. I looked at him, fully knowing that we were alone. I kissed his lips and he held on. His hands moved to my butt and he gently squeezed. I smirked.


"God we don't get enough time alone." he mumbled onto my lips.


"Well," I told him, "I still got like 20 minutes before I have to leave."


"But isn't Ashton waiting in the car?"


"Oh he's a big boy. He can wait." I took Lukes hand and dragged him up the stairs grinning like a maniac. We got to my room and I shut the door and locked it. He pushed me against the wall, pinning my waist. I could never get enough of the feeling of his cool metal lip ring against my lips. My arms wrapped around his neck as his hands endlessly roamed my body. 


"Jump." he breathed. I jumped into his arms and wrapped my legs around his torso as his hands held up my butt. He pushed me down onto the bed and climbed on top of me. He pinned my arms above my head as he wildly attacked my neck with hot, open-mouthed kisses. He bit down earning a moan. Now he was in between my legs just like he was at the hospital. He pushed down so I felt him on my leg and it made me fell something that I hadn't even felt at the hospital the night I spent with him. All I knew was that in my mind I wanted him so badly. Luke grunted.


"Baby, I need you. Now."


"Me too." I told him quietly. Was I ready for this? I was almost an adult after all, so why not? He stripped both of our shirts off continuing to kiss my body. Some how his pants ended up off of him. Then we heard a yell form downstairs.


"Luke! Bella! We're all going out to go to the store." Obviously neither of us replied, but we heard the door slam shut. Now we were finally alone. Luke tugged my shorts off. By now I had completely forgotten about my dad and everything else. About a half hour ago, Ashton helped me put makeup all over my bruises, so hopefully Luke wouldn't notice anything. Luke reached towards his pants and pulled something small out of the pocket, never breaking away from my neck. I heard plastic ripping and felt him doing something to himself. Now he was kissing my chest and my boobs all over. He reached down towards my panties and roughly ripped them off, flinging them across the room, not caring where they ended up.


"This is," he said in between kisses, "your first time, right?"


"Yeah," I said as I tugged his boxers off. 


"You sure?" I nodded and looked at him. 


"Just be careful." he nodded back as he lined himself up with me. He started to slowly push himself into me. I squeezed my eyes shut from the pain. He moaned at the sudden touch and the tightness. He pulled back out and started to slightly thrust. I could tell he wanted to go faster, but he was taking it slow for my sake. Suddenly, the pain subsided, replaced by pure bliss. I held onto his back. We both let out a couple moans.


"Faster," I managed to get out. He was just waiting for the word. He sped up the pace, pounding harder into me. He grunted and it turned me on. My nails ran up his back, leaving marks behind.


"Bella, baby. I'm close." he said, and it pushed me over the edge. I let out a small scream and he rode out his high. When he was done, he fell beside me onto the bed. I was breathing hard, trying to comprehend what had just happened.


"That," he said, "was amazing." I smiled.


"And that was your first time?" he asked, sounding astonished.


"Mhm." I replied. I cuddled into his side as he wrapped his arms around me.


"Going to my dads can wait another day," I said.



Little did I know then that not going home that day was going to be one of the worst mistakes of my life.

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