Let me help you

This story is about getting through tuff times. Lee Mi-Na felt broken when her life fell apart. She became suicidal and started to walk down a dark ally. Can EXO help her? Can her childhood friend Oh Sehun save her from herself?

- This is my first story on English and I'm not good at it. Sorry for all the misspellings and lack of commas :b I hope to update every week, so stay tuned :3 -

[WARNING: There is going to be thoughts about suicide, self-harming and anxiety. If you don't like reading about it, then please leave. I'm writing from my own experience and it is my words and thoughts that in this story. If you don't like my way of writing, then please leave. ]


10. Chapter 9

Sehuns P.o.v


We all stood and posed for the camera. We were in the middle of a photoshoot for a food product. We smiled and made our best to sell this product. But she was in the back of my mind all the time.


“Oh Sehun!” I looked over at our manager “Concentrate!” I gave him a nod and tried to remove my thoughts about her, for a moment. We made the last couple of photos before I was released with the others. Now it was single shoots. I hurried over to my phone to see if the doctor had called but nothing. After Asian Song Festival’s accident, she was put back in the hospital to recover. The doctor told us we weren’t careful enough and removed her from our responsibility until she had recovered more. It’s now 5 day later and I still didn’t knew anything. I wanted to protect her, but with our schedule it would be tuff. I took a deep breath before looking around. I promised Suho Hyung not to write to her, but I wanted to know her condition.


“Sehunnie~~” I looked up and saw Xuimin Hyung in front of me. I smiled at him. “Don’t worry, she will be fine. Otherwise you would have heard from them” I gave him a nod and a ‘Thank you’ He gave me a warm and happy expression, but I knew that he was just as concerned for her health. We all were.  They didn’t know her like I did when we were kids but we all had such a big heart to love her, no matter what. She wanted to kill herself, meanwhile we wanted her to be alive.


“Oh Sehun” I looked over at the photographer that took our pictures. It was my turn. I looked back a Xuimin that just smiled at nodded. I would be fine, and she would be fine. I left the phone and went over to take my pictures.


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I threw my body down in the couch, before closing my eyes. It was late and I was tired after a long day. The first team of boys when in the shower and some was preparing the food. I had broken the promise to Mi-Na. And Yoona, but that was not as important. I had said I never would leave her alone again, but now I had. I felt empty and cold inside. Something that Mi-Na could help me with. When she first came her, she gave me butterflies in my stomach and a warm feeling in my body. Something that make was love? Was that why I am afraid the others would fall in love with her? Or am I just stupid. When I left her, many years ago I talked a lot about her. Luhan was the first I talked to about her, and he could understand my choice. When we debuted, I hoped to hear from her, or maybe see her from stage. I stopped talking about her to anybody, because I knew it was over. But I could now see that she hated me, for leaving her. I began to move my legs, uneasy. I took a deep breath, before I got up and went out in the kitchen.


“Suho... “He looked at me. “Can you call the hospital to hear from the doctor? I’m worried about her wellbeing. “D.O looked around to face me, but he stopped mid-way. He hesitated before looking back at the food. It smelled nice, and lately D.O were starting to cook more. Suho looked at me, considered the proposal. I gave him a smile.


“Come on Hyung... I’m really nervous for her. When if something happened? And that why haven’t the doctor called?” I looked at him with big puppy eyes before he gave in. I gave him a cute smile before I backed away so he could go get his phone. It was not for long before he came back with the phone by his ear.


“Hello, It’s Kim Jun-myeon, Suho from EXO. I’m calling to hear about Lee Mi-Na, a patient that was inlaid 5 days ago. We would be notified after 3 days, but we never got a call..” He started to nod to the response he got. I started to move my legs around, shifting my weight from side to side. I slowly started to swing my head around, trying to get time by so I could get an answer. Suho turned around before going away from us, into the living room. I looked at D.O, that was with his back towards me. I looked after Suho, before tripping a bit, then rushing after him. The moment I got after him, he ended the call.


“Sehunnie~” He looked over at me by surprise. “Uh, you’re here.” He didn’t see me at first. He gave me a smile, before folding his hands in front of him. “Hear me out, before saying anything!” He gave me a serious look before he changed expression to a warm and understanding face. I gave him a nod and was still tripping on the place. I couldn’t stand still, from all my energy and from excitement for an answer. I could feel my energy moving around in my legs, just waiting for him to speak again.


“She is going to be okay. She has been talking to her psychiatrist yesterday and she can get out in two days. But, if we are going to take care of her, she has to be under supervision all the time. So, if we have to preform, we need someone to keep an eye on her. We need to sign a new contract with them, if we are up to the job. Are you sure we can be the ones to look after her again? You saw what happened last time Sehun.. Why don’t we just keep it up to the doctors? We don’t know must about her illnesses?” I raised my eyebrows. He shook his head “She had a depression with suicide thoughts, and anxiety for herself. And that’s one of the reasons we can’t leave her alone. She is also a girl who likes to, well hurt herself. So, we need to keep an eye on her. Are you willing to do that?”


I looked at him. I wanted her to get here, so I could help her. But could I? Would I be able to protect her against herself? I’m I strong enough to help her, or would I just be as weak as her?


“The food is ready!” D.O’s voice came from the kitchen, loud and clear. People started to come out from the difference rooms, gathering up in the living room to eat. I looked around on them all, seeing them smile, sad and sleepy. We were a family and I didn’t want them to feel used by me, because of Mi-Na. Suho gave me a warm, comforting smile before nodding at his own thoughts.


“We are here to help you. They last few days you have been a wreck. You can’t dance, sing or smile.” Baekhyun stepped over to us. “We are you family! We are here to tease you, and hold you when you’re sad. Mi-Na is your love one, and it’s pain to see you so unhappy. Our fans have even been noticing it” He laid his head slightly to the left, giving me a happy smile, that when up to his eyes. “Please take care of yourself, and her. She clearly needs our, and most importin your help”


“Thank you” I felt joy in my heart. These boys were my second family and they wanted to help me, with Mi-Na. They were willing to help with the girl of my dreams. I nodded at them again. Lay and Kai had set the table and everyone else were waited for us.


“Thank you guys for everything! I’m really happy for your help with Mi-Na, me and..” I could feel my eyes started to watering. “Please, stay healthy and stay with me to the end”

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