Let me help you

This story is about getting through tuff times. Lee Mi-Na felt broken when her life fell apart. She became suicidal and started to walk down a dark ally. Can EXO help her? Can her childhood friend Oh Sehun save her from herself?

- This is my first story on English and I'm not good at it. Sorry for all the misspellings and lack of commas :b I hope to update every week, so stay tuned :3 -

[WARNING: There is going to be thoughts about suicide, self-harming and anxiety. If you don't like reading about it, then please leave. I'm writing from my own experience and it is my words and thoughts that in this story. If you don't like my way of writing, then please leave. ]


9. Chapter 8

Mi-Na’s P.o.v


The boys started doing their thing, getting hair and makeup done. Chen sat down by my side and looked around. I looked over at Kai, that still had my backpack. Chen saw my stare on the backpack and called Kai over to us. He squatted in front of me, while giving me a smile. He handed me the bag before turning his head. I could imagine that someone had called his name. He looked back at me, quickly stroked my leg and got up. He left us again. I opened the bag and pulled my notebook and pencil out. I quickly wrote to Chen when he stood up. I pulled his hand back before showing him the page.


 - Thank you, Chen oppa~


He smiled and formed at heart over his head. He had a beautiful face and a gorgeous smile. He then turned around, leaving me alone in the chair. I was almost in the corner of the room, so I could see them all. They were smiling, laughing and talking to each other. They only one sticking out was Sehun. I looked down in my notebook and turned to another page. I started to write my thoughts down, but the time traveled and I got a page ready for Sehun. I looked up, just to find Baekhyun in front of me. He looked down on my notebook, with a little smile before sitting down on a chair in front of me. He looked at me, with intense eyes. He had bright red hair and he had some revealing cloth on. He tried to make me blush at his appearance. I made my eyes wide before blushing at him. I felt invaded. He looked inside my soul. He started to laugh. His laugh pushed me over the edge. I could feel an anger grow inside my fingers, before pushing him and his chair onto the floor. I got up from my chair so my stuff fell to the floor with him. I shook my head at him before opening my mouth. ‘You're making me uncomfortable. Stop it.” I wasn’t sure of the words, but that was what I wanted to say. I tried to look angry before I dropped down by his side. ‘Mianhae oppa~’ I wasn't quite sure if I had hurt him. I folded my hands in front of me, praying I didn’t do anything against him. I would never forgive myself, if I was the fault for an injury on him. I could feel the others coming over to cheek us, but I looked directly at him. He looked surprised before he laughed the situation. He got up and pulled me with him. He put his arms round me and closed the distance between us. I was afraid. I started to shake in his arms. The thing I tried not to, was hurting them. They were innocent, and hadn’t tried anything bad against me. He placed his lips on my forehead, giving me a little kiss. He started to wiggle me from side to side, like Lay did the first time. I closed my eyes and started to feel comfortable in his arms. After some long minutes, he pulled himself a bit away, giving me a warm smile. I nodded a ‘Thank you’ before backing away from him. They others were still standing around us, but they looked grumpy. I looked over at Sehun, who still sat in the chair with the makeup lady. Was he jealous of us? He was the one leaving me, he deserved some pain. Xuimin stepped in my view with a cute smile before handing me a note.


 - Are you okay? We are going out to the stage now, to be ready. You want to come?


I looked up at him and he formed a little heart with his hands, in front of his chest. I gave him a little nod and ‘Mh-hm’ He smiled and what I could understand a ‘Yeiiii’ I giggled a little while he took my hand. He turned his head towards the others, before we all began to walk out of the dressing room, and down a new hallway. Sehun was walking almost last. After some long minutes, we arrived. Xuimin let my hand fall, while walking away from me. They must have called his name. They all left me. I stood alone before Sehun came jogging down towards me. He put his hands on my face and gave me a nervous look. He gently pushed his lips against my forehead, before going away from he again. He waved back at me before forming a heart with his hands.


‘Why are you leaving me? Are you going on stage?’ I yelled at him before realizing I was right. I started to walk after him but a man grabbed my arm, shaking his head. I gave him a ‘sorry’ bow before backing away from the stage entrance. I looked around me and saw a Tv screen with one boy on. I walked over to it, to watch Kai pop up from the floor. He looked sexy. I kept my gaze at the screen and smiled when they others came out to him. They started to dance, moving their body to the rhyme I couldn't hear. They all looked so happy, something that warmed my body. The showed they energy on stage and gave their fans the show they wished for. It looked like the 3 chorus was taking place, and the song soon would be over. I looked away and realized I cried. I looked over at the stage when all the light went out. I backed away, shaking my head. I was about to destroy their further with my presence. I knew I couldn’t control my depression and desire to destroy myself. I turned around, running down the hall. I felt an unhealthy pain in my left ankle, but I kept running away. I wasn’t myself. My chest felt tight and I started to smile. The best part of it all was Sehun wasn’t here to help. I didn’t wanted help. I wanted to feel my punishment for failing my suicide. I had tears down my cheeks and I stopped running, so I could walk. I didn’t want to live like this. Nobody knew my pain, or could understand it. I clogged against the wall, before falling over.


My breath was cold and my throat got tighter. I looked back at the hallway, wishing for them to give up on me and letting me go. I tried to sit up against the wall, but I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t move. I looked back again and was proven wrong. Lay came running down towards me, with Suho and D.O behind him. I tried to talk, to tell them to stop but I felt all air leaving my body. Lay put his hands on me, while yelling back at the others. ‘Air’ My voice was so low; I wasn’t sure anything left my mouth. I got turn around, so I laid on my back. A pair of lips touched mine and a shot of air filled my lungs. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of life. But only for a few seconds before they left mine again. Only a second later, they came back with a new shot of life. I opened my eyes and saw Lays face in front of mine. His lips slipped away from mine, before he ran his tongue over them to moisten them. I shook my head at him. ‘No’ His eyebrows moved to make a nervous expression. ‘I don’t want to be here’ I looked past him, up in the ceiling. I closed my eyes to forget it all. Not long after was I gone.

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