Let me help you

This story is about getting through tuff times. Lee Mi-Na felt broken when her life fell apart. She became suicidal and started to walk down a dark ally. Can EXO help her? Can her childhood friend Oh Sehun save her from herself?

- This is my first story on English and I'm not good at it. Sorry for all the misspellings and lack of commas :b I hope to update every week, so stay tuned :3 -

[WARNING: There is going to be thoughts about suicide, self-harming and anxiety. If you don't like reading about it, then please leave. I'm writing from my own experience and it is my words and thoughts that in this story. If you don't like my way of writing, then please leave. ]

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12. Chapter 11

Sehuns p.o.v

 

We were closing in on the room was she was staying. I mentally prepared myself, for the nightmare that could await me in the room. I had to tell her my feelings, and that she no longer was a secret. We stopped in front of the door. Baekhyun and Suho looked nervously at me before I took the last step and knocked on the door. We waited on a ‘Come in’ but nothing happened. I looked back at them, before pulling my shoulders slightly upwards, before looking back at the door that was opening. Her face was bright with red cheeks. She had a smile on her lips, that also showed life in her eyes.

 

“Sehun Oppa~” Her voice was like music in my ears and not long after could I feel her arms around my waist. I quickly through my arms around her, giving her a kiss in her hair. She smelled like shampoo, and it gave me a warm feeling in my body. She had taking a shower, not long before our arrival. I could feel eyes staring at us, and she quietly pull herself away, before backing back into the room. I followed her inside, and the others was right behind me. I straights my arm towards her, giving her a chance to take my hand. She hesitated a little before taking my hand. I pulled her into my arms again, this time I put all my power into hugging her. I could feel a little giggle towards my chest, and I couldn’t stop smiling. I bowed my head down to hers, again kissing her in her hair. I loved the feeling she made me feel. The warm feeling was all over my body, and she gave me happiness in life. I missed her all these years and now I had the chance.

 

“Sehun, we will go get a doctor, and get signed up to care for her. Stay her, we will be back in 10 minutes” Suho talked to me, but I didn’t replay. I closed my eyes, slowly and gave me the chance to enjoy the moment with her in my arms.

 

“I love you Mi-Na…” I knew she couldn’t hear me, but I felt good saying it. After maybe a minute or two, we pull away. She took my hand and we walked over to the bed. She sat down on the side, and I sat down in the chair almost in front of her. She had a notebook laying open on the table by our side and I took the opportunity to write my feelings. I stopped many times, trying to find the right words to use without I sounding like a desperate man. After some minutes, I turned the page and prepared my heart for the worst.

 

 - Lee Mi-Na. It’s been a while. Are you feeling better now? I hope so. I have to tell you some news. The world now knows about you and what you’re going throw. I’m sorry.

I need tell you something from my heart. Please except my feelings.

I’m in love with you. I know I left you many years ago, and I’m sorry, but I’m here now. I know that it’s sudden but I need you to know about my feelings. I’m scared for your safety not that the fans know but I want to protect you and help you get better. When we were kids we made a promise never to be separated and I didn’t keep it. But now I want to make a new. Let’s always stay together in bad and good situations. I want to be your best friend, your boyfriend your husband. So…


I don’t know how to stop this but what do you say?'

 

I looked at her nervously, trying to figure out her thoughts from her face expression. But it was impossible. First she smiled, then she lost it. She took the pencil I had laid on the table and started to write down. It stopped quickly and she showed me the book.

 - Yes

I felt numb. She was accepting my feelings. I quickly stood up and pulled her into my arms for the second time. She laughed into my chest and I almost started to cry. I was never going to lose her again. I had done the message the nightmare told me to. She was never going to be alone with this experience ever again. I laid my arms around waist and hold her against my body. Her voice sounded again.

 

“I have a boyfriend.” It was low and I wasn’t sure if she said more, before I slowly pulled her chin up so her face was towards mine. I looked in her eyes and felt joy taking over my body. I closed the distance between our lips in a careful kiss. It wasn’t just a granny kiss, but there wasn’t more in it than love. A voice appeared that made us both look towards the door.

 

“Sehun. The doctor has told us, that she is on heavy medication to keep her happy. So, there is going to be a lot of responsibility when we are talking her home.” Suho looked at me, before slightly nodding at Mi-Na.

 

“Oh stop it, you make it sound like a dog. She is a human and we can take care of her, and she can also do it herself, don’t worry” Baekhyun was backing me up in my decision. Suho and Baekhyun started to talk but I just looked down at Mi-Na and was happy for us. I now knew she was on medication, and I started to doubt if she was taking the decision before of her feelings, or because of the medicine. The joy left my body, and I froze in time. The medication could help her get better faster, but could also change the personality I knew. Should I take the risk and choose to love her anyways, or wait for her to get better with professional help that I couldn’t help her with?

 

“Sehun..” Her voice was low, nervous. Maybe she had noticed my face expression change and got the clue. I wasn’t sure if I could handle the situations that could happen in the future. I looked down at her face, equally nervous as her.

 

“Are you scared?” I closed my eyes, feeling sorry for the pressure on her shoulders. I snorted quietly before shaking my head. I wanted to tell her my feelings so she could hear it, hear the emotion with my own voice. I could feel my eyes starting to water, but I held it back. For her.

 

“Sehun?” I still had my eyes closed but choose to answer Baekhyun.

 

“Yes?”

 

“We need to go we have our schedule to keep up with. Our manager is not happy with this situation in the first place, so let get going” I gave him a nod and felt I had an escape now. I opened my eyes and saw Baekhyun showing Mi-Na a papier with the information on.

 

“I’m going to tell you more about her situation when we have time, we have to stop and buy her more medicine so we have a stock for her. We need to be supervision over her, when she is going to take her medicine every morning and every night. You are going to be the one responsible for the medicine. If she doesn’t take the medicine she is going back at the hospital, and we can only visit her. Then we can’t have her under our supervision ever again. So stay determined and keep loving her. If you lose this time, you’re going to let her go. “

 

I felt the responsibility on my shoulder but felt bad for her. She is on heavy medication to help her stay happy and give her a reason to live. I’m going to be the reason for her to live, when she is ready.

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