Let me help you

This story is about getting through tuff times. Lee Mi-Na felt broken when her life fell apart. She became suicidal and started to walk down a dark ally. Can EXO help her? Can her childhood friend Oh Sehun save her from herself?

- This is my first story on English and I'm not good at it. Sorry for all the misspellings and lack of commas :b I hope to update every week, so stay tuned :3 -

[WARNING: There is going to be thoughts about suicide, self-harming and anxiety. If you don't like reading about it, then please leave. I'm writing from my own experience and it is my words and thoughts that in this story. If you don't like my way of writing, then please leave. ]

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11. Chapter 10

Sehuns P.o.v

It all felt weird. I opened my eyes, and was standing out in nowhere. Everything was beautiful and was in bright colors. I looked around, before stepping around to look directly at her. Her face was looking in my direction, but she didn’t see me. She looked healthy, her skin was in a beautiful rose color and she had a happy, kinda corky smile on her lips. There weren’t any marks on them. She didn’t have her scars under her eye or chin. Maybe they had healed away?

 

“Mi-Na?” My voice was low, and I was unable to raise the sound. She slowly laid her head to the side, before shaking it slightly. Could she hear me?

 

“Why are you here? What are your purpose in life, when you go back to me?” She could hear me. I started to run over to her, but quickly stopped. She didn’t move, but the distance between us became wider. I looked around, to see nothing. A black hole. I looked right ahead again, to see her lying on the floor. Blood was running from her arms, and her wrists. I became num. My mouth was open, eyes watering and my nose became snotty. I blinked multiple times, hoping it would change. But no. I feel down on my knees, before crawling towards her. This time it worked. I came closer and closer to her.

 

“Mi-Na... My lovely Mi-Na” I whispered for myself, when I reached her. “I love you” My cheeks were wet from my tears. I slowly took the razor blade away from her side, throwing it far away from her. “Please come back” I felt empty. I slowly realized that this was how she felt. I felt hurt, just like she did.

 

“Sehunnie~~” A voice came from above, but I didn’t move. I wouldn’t leave her side, not if it would end like this. I looked at all the blood and laid my body beside hers. I was in front of her.

 

“Sehun?” The same voice. I looked at her face, it looked happy. Maybe this was her purpose in life? Ending it too early, not to see what could happen with it. I pulled my long legs up to my body, mimicked hers. I wanted to tell her my feelings. That I wanted to be her boyfriend, be her husband. Something that this scene had brought up in me. It felt real, my growing pain in my chest. I wanted to die with her, stay in heave by her side. I forced a smile on my libs, still crying. I looked at her brown hair, and her nice cloths. She was still pretty. My eyelids felt heavy. I snorted a little before taking a deep breath.

 

“I love you Mi-Na. Please forgive me, please love me” I closed my eyes with her in front of me. I could feel her pain, her desire to die.

 

“Sehunnie~~~??” I opened my eyes again and saw Suhos face in front of me. I quickly sat up, in panic. I looked around, scared of the dream I had dreamt. Or nightmare.

 

“Is she okay? Still alive, right?” I looked at Suho, who looked confused but nodded at me. I closed my eyes before rubbing my face with my hands. I shook my head, trying to forget the ugly nightmare. But was it a sigh? Trying to tell me something? I needed to tell her my feelings, before it was too late. My chin became heavy and I could feel my throat and mouth pulling in air, in a yawn. I dropped my hands before pulled my legs over the beds edge and standing up.

 

“You were moving around quite a bit. Lay and Kai became annoyed and told me to wake you up.”  I gave him a nod, not giving him an honest answer why. I moved out of the room, and headed directly to the bathroom. The door was opened, giving me an opportunity to take a shower alone. I closed the door behind me, before locking it. I was annoyed by the nightmare, by the message. Was it too late to tell her the truth? I looked into the mirror, just to find an ugly morning face starring back at me. I took my left hand and drove it through my hair, before looking away. I was in shame.

 

“I got to tell her. I need her to know the truth” I mumbled for myself, while I took my cloth of. I throw it over in the corner, before stepping into the shower. I turned on the water, and took a cold bath. To wake myself up. I did my business before leaving the bathroom, only with a towel around my hips. The other boys were looking after me, as I went to my room. I took some nice cloth on, just for her. It was today we could pick her up. It was me, Suho and Baekhyun that was leaving to get her. Lay was busy with all his new songs, and came home late and left early. We were all proud of him, but we missed his present at home.

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“I’m really looking forward to see her again! I hope she is going to be okay! How long is there for the surgery? It was a month, right? Well, we were together with her for four days, and she has been at the hospital for seven days, so eleven days in total. There is thirty days in this month so in nineteen days she is going to hear us again!” Baekhyun was talking nonstop. It would soon be annoying but I loved the way he was happy for her. I nodded a couple times before shaking my head.

 

“I don’t care if she can’t hear me right now, I just need to see her. I need to see she is save. I need to tell her something before it is too late” They both understood my pain. The nodded as an answer, not to say anything wrong.

 

“May I ask you something?” I looked over at Baekhyun before nodding. “What did you dream? You have been down the hole morning?” The question had caught Suhos attention and he was looking at me, waiting for an answer.

 

“Please let me forget it. I don’t wanna talk about it.” I looked down in my hands, they were folding around with my phone, trying to forget the scary image of her lying there dead. His hand found my knee and started to led his hand around it, having fun but also trying to take my mind off the nightmare. Baekhyun started to talk again, but I lost interest. I turned my phone on and saw I got a massage.

 

 - Hello~ Oppa~~

 

I got a smile on my face, and Baekhyun started read it to.

 

 - I got a new phone, so now we can write here too :b I’m sorry for leaving you, but its better now. Maybe it’s better like this? Us not being together? :/ Maybe not?? I’m not healthy and is going to be hard, being with me. Sorry if I’m hurting your feelings, but it is the best for you oppa~

 

My heart sank to the bottom of the sea. She was declining our help. Baekhyuns breath was right by my ear, and I looked over at him, with a face full of disgust. For fun. I looked back at my phone, and started to write back to her.

 

 - We are on our way to pick you up. Look forward to it. It is me, Baekhyun and Suho.

 

I push send, before closing it down. She was not getting away that easy. Baekhyun looked away, not saying anything. I went on the internet and wrote ‘EXO’ Many articles came up, and I started to read the different articles. ‘EXO found at hospital. What’s wrong?’ They were on the clue that someone was hurt and we all was there, supporting the person. But they had all seen us, on the stage. I read it almost to the end, when her name came up. ‘EXO is on the hospital to help suicidal girl Lee Mi-Na’ They knew it.

 

“They all know about Mi-Na now. She is not a secret anymore.” I looked over at them before shaking my head. “It’s a bad sign. We can get a lot of hate, or love for this.” Suho looked at me, with a weird face, not being able to show the right emotion. The car stopped in front of the hospital. We hesitated before leaving the car, and slightly running into the building.

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