Let Me Love You

She let out disgusted noise and rolled her eyes at me, “You probably don't even understand what the concept of loving someone even is, Justin. You keep me locked here in your house and don't let me leave. You don't take me anywhere. You barely communicate with me and you expect me to like you?” I watched her sit up in bed and swing her legs over the side as she looked into my eyes, “You're fucking beautiful, Justin Bieber, but you're fucked in the head. This?” She motioned around the room, “This isn't the way to get me to love you, or even like you for that matter. I've slept next to you every single night for the last how many days and we both lay awake, holding our breaths because you aren't even trying.”

I had to interrupt her, “I didn't want you to feel like I was forcing myself on you.” The frown didn't leave my face as she continued speaking, to say I was confused by her what she said would be an understatement. She wanted me to try?


2. 06-23 - Give me a chance


~Krystal's Point Of View~

I finally bussed my last table and punched out on the time clock. My feet are absolutely killing me tonight. I had to cover a shift earlier, so I've been working for the last 12 hours and the only thing I want to do is go home, run myself a bath and relax. I grabbed my needed items out of my locker and checked my phone as I made my way out the front door. I looked up from my phone for a moment and there he was, leaning against my car. Immediately, fear coursed through my body.

“I-I didn't tell anyone anything, Justin, I swear,” I spoke quickly, gripping my phone tighter as I started to shake.

“I know,” He nodded and stood so he was no longer leaning on my car, “I was just wondering if you wanted to maybe come hang out with me for a little bit.” What the hell? Yesterday he was threatening my life and today he's trying to be my friend? It's probably just because he wants to keep me close so that I'll keep my mouth shut.

“Y-You don't have to do that, Justin,” I swallowed hard and met his gaze, “I promised you I'd keep your secret and I never break my promises.”

“That's not why I'm here,” He dropped my gaze and looked down at his shoes, “I just wanna get to know you.” I watched him shrug as he looked into my eyes again, “I get it if you're not interested. I mean, we haven't exactly had the best track record in the last 24 hours. And I mean, you already know what kinda person I am and the shit I have to do, so I'd understand if you don't really wanna get to know me.”

I interrupted him, “I do wanna get to know you, Justin. I'm not too interested in joining a gang or anything, but I wouldn't be against getting to know you and, as Karla put it, 'having the right people to have my back'.”

I watched a slow smile appear on his lips, “Well, she's not wrong,” His smile then faded as he stared deeply into my eyes, “I don't really open up to people too often cause it's always gotten me hurt in the past, but there's more to me than just the gang shit.” He shrugged and I could sense his nervousness.

“Are you doing this because you wanna make sure I don't say anything to anyone?” I couldn't help but ask him.

“No,” He shook his head, “I wanna get to know you because you're different than the girls around here. I can see it just by the way you carry yourself. I also think you're beautiful,” He reached up and caressed my cheek with the back of his hand, “For some reason, I know I can trust you and there aren't many people in this world that I can trust.” My skin tingled where he'd touched me and I got lost in his eyes for a moment before getting a hold of myself, “So, will you come with me tonight?” He took my hand in his and brought it to his lips, kissing the back of my hand. It surprised me that he had a gentleman side.

“Okay,” I nodded, offering a smile, “Will you bring me back to get my car when we're finished hanging out?”

“Of course,” it was his turn to nod. He had yet to let go of my hand and ushered me towards his Range Rover, opening the passenger's side door for me and waiting until I was in to shut it. He jogged around to his side and got in, starting the car.

“Where are we going?” I asked, as he pulled out of the parking lot.

“I'm taking you somewhere that no one knows about, well, Karla knows, but,” He glanced at me quickly, then back to the road, “Not even the rest of the gang know about this. And I've never taken anyone here before.” It wasn't long before we pulled into a parking lot of, what looked like, an abandoned building. He put the car in park and turned it off. Getting out and jogging around to my side to open the door for me. He took my hand as he shut the door and lead me towards the building. He used his key to unlock the padlock on the door and flicked on a light switch as we entered. He let go of my hand and closed the door behind us.

“What is this place?” I asked as I looked around. It looked like a recording studio with sound boards and instruments, a booth off to one side.

“My studio,” He smiled and took my hand again, pulling me closer to the equipment, “I keep it secret because I'd lose a lot of street cred if anyone knew how much I love to sing.” He grabbed a chair for me and motioned for me to sit. I did and he sat beside me, messing with some of the buttons in front of us. I had never seen an actual recording studio before, but the set up Justin had here was amazing, “So, what kind of song do you wanna hear?” He bit his lip, smiling nervously at me.

“Anything,” I smirked, “Play a song that reminds you of me.” He let out a laugh and nodded, booting the track up on his computer. His cheeks were flushing a red color, which made me assume that he was embarrassed about this, but I was very interested in seeing this side of him. The track started and he wouldn't look at me as the song played, but I couldn't help but watch him intensely.

If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go
I can take you places you ain't never been before
Baby, take a chance or you'll never ever know
I got money in my hands that I'd really like to blow
Swag, swag, swag, on you
Chillin' by the fire while we eatin' fondue
I don't know about me but I know about you
So say hello to falsetto in three, two, swag

I'd like to be everything you want
Hey girl, let me talk to you

If I was your boyfriend, never let you go
Keep you on my arm girl, you'd never be alone
I can be a gentleman, anything you want
If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go, I'd never let you go

Tell me what you like yeah tell me what you don't
I could be your Buzz Lightyear, fly across the globe
I don't ever wanna fight yeah, you already know
I'mma make you shine bright like you're laying in the snow
Girlfriend, girlfriend, you could be my girlfriend
You could be my girlfriend until the w-w-world ends
Make you dance do a spin and a twirl and
Voice going crazy on this hook like a whirlwind

I'd like to be everything you want
Hey girl, let me talk to you

If I was your boyfriend, never let you go
Keep you on my arm girl, you'd never be alone
I can be a gentleman, anything you want
If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go, I'd never let you go

So give me a chance, 'cause you're all I need girl
Spend a week with your boy I'll be calling you my girlfriend
If I was your man (if I was your man), I'd never leave you girl
I just want to love and treat you right

If I was your boyfriend (boyfriend), never let you go
Keep you on my arm girl, you'd never be alone (never be alone)
I can be a gentleman (gentleman), anything you want
If I was your boyfriend (boyfriend), I'd never let you go, never let you go.”


When the song ended, he still hadn't looked at me, “Oh My Goodness, Justin! That was so fucking good! Like you could totally be famous for that,” He finally looked at me with a smile, “Why haven't you sent this to record companies?”

I watched him shrug, “I'm the leader of a gang and I'd look like such a pussy if the world knew how much I love making my music. When I was younger, I always dreamed of being a singer, but that's not what was in the cards for me, I guess. So, I just make it for me now. I've recorded somewhere around a thousand songs. It's sort of my outlet.”

“Make me a CD of all of them. Please? You are seriously so fucking good, Justin,” I was actually completely blown away at how talented he was, “And from here on out, you have to sing to me every time I ask you to.” I smirked at him.

“This is kind of a secret of mine,” He stared into my eyes, “So please don't tell anyone. I'll make you a CD for yourself, but I don't want people knowing that I make music.”

I made an X motion over my heart, “I swear to never tell a soul. Did you record the backing music too?”

“Yeah,” He nodded at me, intriguing me even more, “I can play a few instruments myself, so it works with producing all of it myself.”

“I honestly can't believe this side of you, Justin,” He was so beautiful. He may be the leader of a gang, but he is truly one of the most gorgeous human beings I've ever seen on this planet, “It's amazing and I really appreciate you trusting me enough to share it with me.”

He smiled warmly at me, “I'm glad you like it.” His cell phone rang at that moment and I watched him answer. A frown crossed his features as the person on the other end spoke to him. After a minute, he ended the call.

“Is everything okay?” I wondered, noting that he looked rather troubled.

“We're gonna have to cut this evening short, I'm afraid,” He sighed and stood, holding his hand out for me to take, “I've got some business to handle.” I took his hand and let him lead me out of the building, switching the lights off on the way and then opening my door for me. Once we were back on the road, he was driving fast, breaking the speed limit by at least 15mph.

“Are you sure everything's okay, Justin?” I asked once more.

“It's just some gang shit that I gotta handle,” He glanced at me then back at the road, taking my hand in his and holding it as he drove, “I'm sorry that the evening is ending so soon.”

“Don't apologize,” I spoke softly, “Tonight's been one of the best nights I've had since I moved down here. I hope we can spend some more time getting to know each other in the future,” He pulled up to where my car was parked and shifted into park before turning to look at me.

“I had a really great time tonight too. If you don't gotta work tomorrow, you should come by the house,” He suggested. I nodded and offered a smile, leaning forward to place a kiss on his cheek before getting out of the car. I got into my own and watched him peel out of the parking lot.

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