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It all started with a simple chat and everything changed for the both of them.


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7. Chapter 6

 

Yes, fun fact I do love 5 Seconds of Summer, believe it or not they're part of the reason why I'm still somewhat being held together by a single thread. If it wasn't for their and other bands music I probably would've ended my life a long time ago. You may ask, who is my favorite; 1. you cannot simply choose a favorite with that band, it's either a whole package deal where you get all four instead of one or you don't have any, 2. If I honestly had to pick one and why, I'd choose Ashton because he's put so much positivity in my life that I didn't even know possible. He's more than just a boy who's impacted my life through music ok, he's a boy that's been through hardships and overcome them and wanting to inspire others, hell he's already inspired me from day one. So if anyone tells me I only like him for him being hot and playing drums than fuck them because they can't see the deeper and more meaningful stuff about him that matter more.

 

Ok, rant done. Sort of.

 

A lot of times I wish I could tell the people that I look up to; 5 Seconds of Summer, Ashton, how much they mean to me. I literally wouldn't be here without them. I know I'll probably never get a chance to meet them because everyone who meets them is utterly perfect and there I am looking like an old rotten potato...Insecurities right? ​But what if you randomly run into one of them Lucy? Then what? ​I would probably want to run and hide because I'm bad in public. Talking to strangers out in public is a nerve racking thing, I just can't do it. ​Even if it's Ashton? ​Yes, to be honest even him...I'm not worthy of being in front of him.

 

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I wanted to ​actually talk to Asher today, something in my deep depths of my feelings was telling me to talk to him. So what do I do? I do the unthinkable and message him first. Out of all the people I've ever talked to on here, I've never messaged anyone first. I always waited for them to message me first...Why? It's for trust reasons.

 

​Today @ 8:30pm

Jet Black: ​Hey... (8:30pm)

 

Asher Sirwin: ​Hey! Lucy! What's up girl? (8:32pm)

 

​Jet Black: ​Nothing really, how was band practice the other day? (8:33pm)

 

​Asher Sirwin: ​It was really good thanks. Say, what's up with you? You never message me first, did something possess you? (8:34pm)

 

Jet Black: ​No, I just wanted to talk to someone and uh I need to ask you something or more like an opinion...if you don't mind (8:35pm)

 

Asher Sirwin: ​Oh, yeah sure of course. Go on ahead, I'm all ears (8:37pm)

 

I took a deep breath as I'm about to ask him this. Something that everyone asks at one point in their lives when they're unsure of something and at this point I'm very unsure...

 

Jet Black:​ If we somehow knew each other and I suddenly disappeared or just randomly stopped responding to you, I never said anything about where I was going, just left. How long do you think it would take for you to notice that I was gone and what would you do? If anything... (8:40pm)

 

Asher Sirwin: ​I won't ask where this came from but uh, it would probably take me a day to notice because we do talk more often now and I would think something is wrong and want to help. I would text you relentlessly trying to get you to answer me and tell me where you've gone and ask you if there's anything I can do to help you... (8:42pm)

 

​Asher Sirwin: ​Why? (8:42pm)

 

After that I didn't answer him. I'm not sure exactly why I stopped answering him. ​Sometimes you have to leave for people to notice... And sometimes you leaving is all it takes for you to truly know who your true friends are?

 

​[Hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in a bit I haven't been feeling to well mentally so I'm back. Sorry if this is short. I wanted to get something down, hope it's still good and you enjoyed it. Hope you all are doing good. I'm still loving the support this book is getting, I'm kinda shocked to be honest. Anyway, I'm gonna go, hope to update again soon. Bye! ]

 

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