I have too many flaws.
Why can't see there's a monster inside of me?
Waiting to get out.
Clawing at my chest and brain.
I try to hold it back.
I try to not listen to it's demonic voice.
"You're so stupid. Nobody likes you."
"They're all lying. "
I have so many flaws.
I am not that monster.
Or am I?
When it's late at night and everyone's alseep.
I pray the lord my soul to keep.
That I won't let the monster outside of me.
I feel like I'm going crazy with self doubt.
All of the stress is piling up.
You see boys and girls;
That's what the monster eats.
IT eats your flaws.
Your hatred for yourself.
It swallows you whole;
Until you don't know who you are anymore.
The darkness consumes you.
It eats you whole.
You're in limbo.
It makes you remember all of the memories.
All of the emotions.
SORRY, JUST came up with it now! Not editing. I hardly do, because then I start to second guess everything.
Original video is better! It gives more meaning and life to the poem.
AND FIRST VIDEO is Skillet-Hero
~WATTTTTTTTT YOU CAN PUT TWO VIDEOS IN ONE CHAPTER BUT NOT TWO PICTURES??? X.X