4. Chapter 4: Dan
Dan: Hours later, we decided to go to bed. Well for m tumblr until four a.m. and Phil sleep and hopefully without adding any more cuts. Phil and I walk down the hallway towards our room we stop at Phil's room I pull him in to a tight hug. Hoping he wouldn't catch on about how much I didn't want to let go. And how much I wanted to pull him in to a long kiss. His lips brushed against me ear as we pulled away from the hug. I felt my face heat up. "Dan are you alright?" Phil asked noticing my bright red flushed face. I nod, releasing a breath I didn't know I was holding in. "Goodnight Dan." And with that he walked into his room closing his door almost completely keeping in mind his phobia of getting locked in and dying. I chuckle quietly at his ridiculous phobia. I walk into my room and close the door partially only because it was like a billion degrees in London. I go in and grab my laptop of my desk and go and lay my laptop on top of my bed to go change into my pajamas. When I was done I go and lay on my bed and log into my MacBook. I open up tumblr and scroll through my feed. There was a lot of new and incredible draw Phil naked's frankly it was kind of adorable. I clicked on one and emailed it to Phil. It was perfect for his next video. When it gave me the successfully delivered indication I exited the tab and returned to tumblr. After about twenty minutes of scrolling through my feed. I saw an "erotic"Phanfiction. I giggled. Phan little did anyone know I made a fake account and created Phan. I clicked add to my library. (Is that even a thing on tumblr???) I would read that later when I needed some laughs. I eventually checked the time. Five thirty a.m. Hmmmm new record. Just kidding I set my laptop down on the bedside and plugged it in to the charger. I layer down still over heating from the London heat. I will sleep without a shirt for just tonight, I pulled my shirt off and left it on the floor. I eventually walked into the bathroom. It was time. I pulled out my razor. And added three more cuts to both sides of my body. I winced and whined quietly at the pain. I used a paint brush to put salt water on the bandages, I slowly put them on the new cuts as well as the old one some of which opened while I was sleeping the night before. I winced hopefully not loud enough to wake Phil. I walked as quietly as I could back to my room and closed my door. I walked over and layered down on my bed letting out low sounding whimper, after getting used to the pain I eventually drifted off to sleep.
A/n: Sorry I haven't updated in a while I have been really sick and my iPad wasn't working so I had to get it fixed and I have been under a lot of stress. So I will upload another two or three chapters today maybe if I can not feel like I'm dying.
Ok byeeee my lil pikachu'ss