4. Dear Crush #2
Dear Crush ,
We are close... like very close. You tell me about your day , we talk, I tell you about my day, and we talk some more. But you only think of me as a friend. A really close friend.
Today we were playing soccer. We were on opposing teams. You kicked the ball and I tried to kick it away. As I was doing so I backed up into you. You put your arms on my shoulders to steady me and I could feel how close our bodies were. I panicked and skidded away. You looked at me and asked me if I was okay. I just nodded my head and smiled up at you.
You're pulling my heart strings here. I fucking hate you but I don't....
Things would be so much better if I was lesbian and dated my best friend for crying out loud.