This is my personal journal. I don't really care if you read it or not. I rated it Red just because it's personal, and who knows what I'll write about. A lot of it will most likely NOT be explicit, but the rating gives it more of "shield."


3. 9-15-16

I feel pretty awful today, and I'm still not too sure why. I was barely even able to get out of bed this morning, but I managed. I was able to get myself ready and go to school, but I've felt pain all day. I've especially felt short of breath and kind of panicky. 

A lot of people were crowded around me this morning. I'm claustrophobic and I hate crowds, and having so many people that close to me must have been what sent me into panic-stricken state all day. I feel like I'm having one of the longest panic attacks I've ever had....Hopefully it'll pass at some point...During the beginning of lunch, I also felt dehydrated and a bit lightheaded. I ate and had something to drink, so I'm feeling better from that, but I'm still in some physical pain.

Maybe it's all the stress and depression taking its toll on me...Maybe it's my period on it's way...It could very well be both. I don't know. What I do know is that it hurts like a bitch, though.

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