this is a short chapter butttt i wanted to update and well ... tell me what you think :)
Sat in the back of the jeep i stay quite while harry gives out orders to the rest of the guys and over radio. I haven't really thought of anything else since he agreed to take me along I'm glad he did tho maybe ill get what coming to me and least i will of died helping someone. I also try not to notice the glance through the mirror he keeps giving me i just want to get this over with , i mean i could've prevented his sister getting killed so what am i meant to say to the guy? I cant even bring myself to say sorry , he might not see it but its the way I've been brought up and trained to put my life before others. We finally pull up behind the tree where the car will be unnoticeable i see that this one has hardly any guards. Slamming the doors shut i tighten my ponytail out of habit and wait for instructions .
"okay so group 1 into main borders and grab what you can and group 2 on watch out." tilting his head at me to come over to him i do quickly putting on my to often used mask not letting him see the emotions going through me the last thing i want to show is weakness. Curly hair tied into a bun and gun at side his posture shows nothing but confidence but i can still see the worry and other conflict .
"stay at my side and just do as i tell you okay? "he instruct in a surprisingly softer voice. Nodding wordlessly i avert my gaze only for his large hand to turn my head leaving a burning mark in its path. Sighing quietly he steps closer to me scanning my features before speaking.
"don't be thinking about things okay? You need a clear mind. "he states. Shouldn't he be wanting me to get killed? Nodding again he gives me a small smile and despite everything and the situation it smiles all the way to my heart. Shaking off the weird feeling he's giving me i clear my throat and square my shoulders before following his lead.