My throat feels like the safari desert is the first thing that comes to mind when i wake up and also the dull pain in my thigh. Attempting to clear my throat this seems to startle someone as Harrys head bobs up from the chairs nearly sending me six feet upwards. Christ almighty , i didn't even realise he was there. A small laugh escapes his pink lips as i take in his appearance he looks dishevelled and in need of a good sleep but pretty in his own way i cant presume i look any better either. Heading over to me he hands over a couple of painkillers and water which i treat is if were candy still not taking his eyes from me he joins me on the bed. "I'm sorry." he mutters confusing me even more. What has he got to be sorry for? I offered the plan and knew what i was doing along with the consequences. Sighing through my nose i give him a small smile brushing my hair to my shoulder which seems to have been taken out of its bobble. Damn it was the only one i had. "its not your fault i wanted to do it , don't beat yourself up about it."i weekly shrug trying to dismiss it and not wince as i sit up. I've never been one for comforting , i can hardly even comfort myself so i really don't know what else to say. Rubbing the light sweat that has gathered on my paws off i grimace when i pull back seeing the muck on my hands along with dried blood, ew. Looking over at harry who has his eyes downcast towards the floor seeming in deep in thought i look over to the bathroom ,i really need a shower. Gingerly shuffling forward i lay a hand on his broad shoulder snapping him out of his trance as he draws his attention to me then to my hand . "can i get a shower I'm all icky?" chuckling at my choice of words i find a small smile grace me at the sound. What the hell? Wiping it off my face i pull myself up putting most of my weight through my good left leg but curly seems to have a different idea as he snakes his arm around my waist guiding me. Shrugging off the new found tingle that has left a trail of warmth , stupid feelings.