Note*(I'm bored and can't sleep so I asked myself 'why not update another chapter?')
Selena Gomez pov**
How long has it been since I've met that person? I question myself. Yep...three months, three days, three hours and thirty seconds. Ever second that pass by, my heart never stop beating.
Seating in my recording studio as always, I begin to think about a killer song. Of course that didn't work because my mind just kept wondering off to that kiss, and then it came to me. The perfect song to describe my feeling.
You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive
Hmm...not bad. 'Ok next part' I told myself smiling a bit. Hmm...how do I feel when I'm not around the person? Let see...thinking...thinking...ah got it. Oh man this was going to be so good, I smiled.
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
When I wrote this part my heart stopped as I read it over and over again.
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I can't escape
Tears begin to fall from my ears. Why the heck was I writing a sad song about a person who I may say, will never get to meet again? Oh that did it. The tears kept coming. Thankfully, no one was around to see or hear me cry.
This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breaking me down, down, down, down
Ok...done and done, but this is too short for a song. Thinking...thinking...thinking haha got it, I can just repeat some of it. I don't care what anyone thinks, 'because this is a song' I said as I raise my note book up.
After that I called my manager and told his about the new song I came up with. He told me by the end of next week we're start working on it. I was so happy. Why you may asked? Well, because the AMA was coming up and I wanted to performance this song just so this person could hear my heart crying out to them.
*Months later and day of the AMA*
As I stood backstage waiting for me to be introduced to the crowd, my heart started to panic again. 'Come on Selena you can do this' I simply cheered myself on. Just think about the kiss every moment of the way. "Show time" I whispered to myself and when on stage. I held my microphone tightly and took a deep breath. This is it, no turning back now.
As I continued to sing, my heart and mind was somewhere else. 'The night of the kiss' and the tears started to roll down by cheeks without my knowing. It just took me by surprise.
*The next day after the AMA*
When I turns on the television, I couldn't believe my eyes. The number one breaking news of the day was my performance and how everyone thought, the song and me crying was about my feeling for Justin. Yeah right...I could careless about him. I quickly turned off the television and moaned to myself 'I so need a vacation' and I know exactly where to go.
New York City.
I re-read it, but I'm not 100% sure there's no grammars so...sorry? Please comment and vote if you like it.