The heart wants what it wants


Never give into temptation' is Selena Gomez number one rule. She learned that from dating Justin Bieber, but what will her heart say when she was unexpectedly safe from being rob by a non-fan? The worse part the person turns out to be the leader of one of the baddest mafia group in New York.


2. The perfect song

Note*(I'm bored and can't sleep so I asked myself 'why not update another chapter?')

Selena Gomez pov**

How long has it been since I've met that person? I question myself. Yep...three months, three days, three hours and thirty seconds. Ever second that pass by, my heart never stop beating.

Seating in my recording studio as always, I begin to think about a killer song. Of course that didn't work because my mind just kept wondering off to that kiss, and then it came to me. The perfect song to describe my feeling.

You got me sippin' on something

I can't compare to nothing

I've ever known, I'm hoping

That after this fever I'll survive

I know I'm acting a bit crazy

Strung out, a little bit hazy

Hand over heart, I'm praying

That I'm gonna make it out alive

Hmm...not bad. 'Ok next part' I told myself smiling a bit. do I feel when I'm not around the person? Let see...thinking...thinking...ah got it. Oh man this was going to be so good, I smiled.

The bed's getting cold and you're not here

The future that we hold is so unclear

But I'm not alive until you call

And I'll bet the odds against it all

Save your advice 'cause I won't hear

You might be right but I don't care

There's a million reasons why I should give you up

But the heart wants what it wants

The heart wants what it wants

When I wrote this part my heart stopped as I read it over and over again.

You got me scattered in pieces

Shining like stars and screaming

Lighting me up like Venus

But then you disappear and make me wait

And every second's like torture

Heroin drip, no more so

Finding a way to let go

Baby, baby, no, I can't escape

Tears begin to fall from my ears. Why the heck was I writing a sad song about a person who I may say, will never get to meet again? Oh that did it. The tears kept coming. Thankfully, no one was around to see or hear me cry.

This is a modern fairytale

No happy endings

No wind in our sails

But I can't imagine a life without

Breathless moments

Breaking me down, down, down, down

Ok...done and done, but this is too short for a song. Thinking...thinking...thinking haha got it, I can just repeat some of it. I don't care what anyone thinks, 'because this is a song' I said as I raise my note book up.

After that I called my manager and told his about the new song I came up with. He told me by the end of next week we're start working on it. I was so happy. Why you may asked? Well, because the AMA was coming up and I  wanted to performance this song just so this person could hear my heart crying out to them.

*Months later and day of the AMA*

As I stood backstage waiting for me to be introduced to the crowd, my heart started to panic again. 'Come on Selena you can do this' I simply cheered myself on. Just think about the kiss every moment of the way. "Show time" I whispered to myself and when on stage.  I held my microphone tightly and took a deep breath. This is it, no turning back now.

As I continued to sing, my heart and mind was somewhere else. 'The night of the kiss' and the tears started to roll down by cheeks without my knowing. It just took me by surprise.




*The next day after the AMA*

When I turns on the television, I couldn't believe my eyes. The number one breaking news of the day was my performance and how everyone thought, the song and me crying was about my feeling for Justin. Yeah right...I could careless about him. I quickly turned off the television and moaned to myself 'I so need a vacation' and I know exactly where to go.

New York City.




I re-read it, but I'm not 100% sure there's no grammars so...sorry? Please comment and vote if you like it.

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