29. Chapter 29: Im fine
"y-yesterday I got a call. It was managment saying that now that the babies are here, we have to go back on tour in like 2 weeks. I was mad and Im sorry I snapped at you yesterday. When I left I went to Hey or Hi records to discuss. I got mad and stormed out and went to a bar and got wasted of my ass. I knew that if I came home you would have been angry with me or I would have done something I regret, so I stayed at a hotel and when I woke up, my car was towed so I had to call an uber back here."
I open my mouth to say something. No words comr out. I feel so many emotions running throught my system.
Im proud for his tour but sad that hes leaving. Im angy for him lying and dissapointed for getting his car towed. I am happy he is safe. Its like I can't choose how to really feal.
As son as I go to say something else the babies start crying again.
"Well talk about this later," and with that I walk up stairs.
I change both of the babies and sit in the rocking chair with them in my arms. They both look like calum but with my blue eyes.
After about 5 minutes Cal walks in and sits on the stool across from me.
"How are you?," he asks.
"Im fine." he laughs a little.
"I know im not great at telling emotions but normally when a girl says that their really not fine at all." (A/n ;) )
Tears swell in my eyes and I look down avpiding Calum's sad gaze. But instead I see Calum in the babies.
"Your right. Im not fine. It hurts," I say barely audible. As the tears fall, Calum gets up and squats (A/n Luke hemmings squats B) ) in front of me.
"I know baby. Its hard but well get through this," He whispers.
"But how do you know?."
"Because I promise to love you to infinity and beyond."
"Infinity and beyond"