10. Dear Clarissa 1.0
I just realized that no matter how hard I try to really like Pickle and try to move on from my love to you, I just seem to can't. And I did try. went on three other dates with Pickle and they were really fun. I enjoyed myself. But I then I ended up not liking her that way. And I don't try to think about how much I love you, I try to think of something else, but it doesn't work. I didn't want to lead Pickle on so I told her that hopefully we could just be friends because I didn't think of her that way. She said she understood because she started to lose interest in me as well. That made me good that she didn't hate me.
I started to become really depressed lately. And it's not because of you. I don't know I just have. I stopped eating again, I started to stay in my room alot again. But on the positive side, I haven't thought about what happened to you. I've been thinking about you but in a positive way. Like your smile, your laugh, they you hate how your food touches, everything about you. I've gotta go. Bye Clari.