4. Dear Clarissa 0.4
My parents took me to the hospital today. They said I looked really pale, super skinny, and I had bags under my eyes. Yes, I'll admit that I haven't been getting enough sleep and haven't been eating, but I feel good. I went to go see your gravestone. I don't know why but I did and... let's just say it didn't go so well.
I have a confession to make. I love you, Clari. Like in love with you. And now that you're gone, I can't tell you face-to-face. God, I miss you so much. I wish I could've saved you. I'm really confused. I need you to hold me, to comb your hands through my hair like you used to. I wish I can understand why you did it. I need a sign. A clue, something about what you did. Anything. I love you, Clarissa.
Your lover boy,