I mean, alright

I mean series part 2 on whatever the fuck I want

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       "I CAN'T FEEL WHAT I'VE ONCE FELT. 

 

   I CANNOT FIND THE JOY IN WALKING OUTSIDE AND SOAKING MY SKIN IN THE WARMTH THE SUN

   HAS BLESSED US WITH. I CANNOT FIND THE PEACE IN THE DROPLETS OF WATER SEEPING

   IN MY HAIR AS THE SKY RAINS DOWN THE HOLY WATER THE EARTH REUSES FOR HER CHILDREN.

  I CANNOT FIND THE SADNESS AS I WATCH THE CHILDREN CRAWL ON THE STREETS COILING IN

  HUNGER AND DESPERATION FOR A BETTER LIFE.

 

   I CANNOT FIND THE EMOTIONS I'VE ONCE FELT.

  

  I'D RATHER FEEL THE SENSATION OF HOT COILS BURNING IN MY LUNGS AS I CONTROL THE

  UNHINGED RAGED SOARING IN MY BODY AND I'D RATHER FEEL THE DELIRIOUS HAPPINESS 

  THAT PEOPLE ABUSE AND I'D SUBMIT WITH MY WILLING TONGUE AND HOT BREATH. I'D RATHER

  FEEL THE SINKING ANCHOR STRAPPED ONTO MY ANKLE AS I SUBMERGE IN THE BREATHLESS AIR

 AND SINK INTO THE ABYSS OF MY OWN MIND

 

  I'D RATHER MAKE IRRATIONAL DECISIONS THAT CAUSE HARM TO MY PHYSICAL BODY BUT 

  INSPIRE MY INNER SOUL TO PUSH HARDER AND I'D RATHER DIVE MYSELF IN AN EMPTY BRANDY

  BOTTLE UNTIL MY HEART BEGINS TO FEEL LIKE A PULSE IN MY NECK. I'D RATHER SWALLOW MY 

  HEART AND LIVE IN A HOPELESS REALITY THAN FEEL ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

 

  SO DOCTOR, NO, THE MEDICATION ISN'T WORKING"

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