What I've Become

I've always been that beautiful friend. With those sea blue eyes and that gorgeous blonde hair. That slim frame and that kind heart. You know, that perfect popular girl. One day though, EVERYTHING changes and nothing is EVER the same again. And look at me. Look at what I've become. I'm not the same person I once was, I've changed. Changed too much to even recognize myself anymore. And I'm dangerous. Almost too dangerous.


1. Preface

I hear then running after me calling out my name. "It's ok" they say. "You didn't mean to hurt anybody. You don't mean to hurt anybody". I think that they're jus trying to convince themselves this. I don't know anything anymore. I don't know what my problem is. Will anything ever be ok again? Or am I jus left to be lost and alone forever? I run into an alley obscured from their veiw. I watch them run by, worry spread across their face in a mask, but behind that mask is fear. They are scared of me. And I don't blame them. I'm scared of myself. I lean against the wall, and slouch down, burying my head in my knees. What's happened to me? What have I become? Tears start to pour down my cheeks but I make no noise. I'm numb to any feeling. Any emotion I used to feel is gone now. Now it's jus emptiness. And im sitting here, in a dark alley, running away from everyone, silently crying until I can cry no more. And I just feel nothing.

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