I walked away from him and luckily, he didn't follow me nor did he try to stop me. He just let me go, like he did years ago. And surprisingly, it didn't hurt, which made me happy 'cause for once, something didn't hurt me. Something that involved him
I went to Taylor Swift's house to talk. We met through Selena Gomez who I co-wrote a song for. She hired me personally which made me very happy. Taylor and Selena were amazing friends, to each other and to me. They weren't fake ass friends who use you. They were genuine and that's nice. Plus, they both give great advices. I'd ask Selena, Rein, Ashleen, Chloe or Khryss for advices, but they're all busy. Selena with her tour and Rein, Ashleen, Chloe and Khryss with their jobs, it was only 1 in the afternoon so they were still at work. Taylor was really the only one who was free
I drove to Taylor's and knocked on her door once I got there. Taylor opened it minutes after and she let me in
" So what's up? " Taylor asked cheerfully it almost made me feel bad for myself for being this sad, which I think she saw " What's wrong? " she asked while placing her hand ontop of mine
" It's H- " I started but ended up sobbing on her shoulder. I can't even say his name withought getting hurt or crying because of it
" Why? Who? " Taylor asked while rubbing my back to comfort me
" H-Harry " I chocked out while she looked down and rubbed my back some more
" What with Harry? " she asked, I forgot, she and Harry are in a relationship
" Him and I had quite a past. He was my past fling and, he left me withought saying anything. H-he cheated on me and started d-dating withought saying anything as a small ' I'm sorry ' " I explIne while she looked at me with symphatic eyes
" Me and him aren't a couple if that's what you're thinking. He's a nice man, well, maybe not for you but he is. He's nice. But I can't change your judgement, especially when that's what you're experience is. But even though, he's nice. Maybe give him a chance? " Taylor asked while I looked at her in disbelief, is she kidding?!
" No! I will not be naíve and be a fool again! It's too painful to be one. It's too painful to be left alone again. It's too painful to love him after everything. It's too painful to see him happy and ask yourself, ' why can't I be happy? '. I don't want that Taylor, I don't wanna get hurt " I said and cried some more
" I understand, I'm sorry. Just let it all out " she said and I did, I cried on her shoulder for minutes, which slowly turne to hours and I know, the tears will keep streaming, because the hurt still is.
Hey guys! Am I being too dramatic in this story? Please let me know and also let me know if you like it. The goal for this chapter is: