I'm Not Nobody

You sit here and tell me that nobody wants you... But I don't understand where you're coming from by that. I don't see where I became nobody. I mean... In my eyes I'm somebody.

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1. I'm Not Nobody

Hey there.

I um...

I really don't know where to start.

But um...

I guess I should start

with this...

You sit here and tell me that nobody wants you...

But

I don't understand where you're coming from by that.

I don't see where I became nobody.

I mean...

In my eyes I'm somebody.

In my eyes I'm somebody important and

my opinion matters.

But I am pretty stupid.

But I am definetly not nobody.

So when you tell me nobody wants you...

That hurts.

Cause...

I don't see how you can say that

when there's someone fighting for you

every day,

right infront of you,

because they care about you.

so

if you can't hear me when I tell you

that you matter.

Maybe now you will hear me.

I am not no one so

do NOT

say nobody wants you

because I want you

and I fight for you every day.

I think about you every day

I wonder how you're doing

because I-

I can't be there with you all the time!

But that doesn't mean I'm nobody!

Cause I care!

And ya know

the person who says nobody cares about them

is usually the person that has the most people

caring about them.

So...

yeah.

That's the person I've been fighting for

ther person who says

that nobody cares about them when someone does

And ya know I'm cool with that

But there is a line

That when you cross it

Ya know...

That

that really hurts.

You told me...

nobody wanted you.

Okay we get that.

But then you have the nerve to tell me

there is no such thing as happiness or love.

Right there.

I know that is a lie.

You tell me that happiness and love is a lie

And that it's all just fairytales and stories

and it's a lie like all of that!

Right now you are lying to me when you say that

because I know happiness

I know love!

You know it too

But you're too blind to see it!

Okay does it sound like I'm being really harsh right now?

Yeah.

That's called tough love.

Love!

LOVE!

Get it through your head it is real!

And it is right infront of you!

Ya know I smile every day.

and if you really know me you might find that hypocritical

but I smile every day because I find something to be happy about!

Every day!

Even when it's the worst day on Earth

somebody makes me smile even if it has no relation to me.

You know why?

I recognize happiness

I understand it

I cherish it

I believe in it

but something's happened along the way and you no longer see it's possibility.

You say it's a like like fairytales.

Fairytales are not lies.

They're

They're supposed to inspire you.

Ya know?

You look at this character you see them going through this situation that seems...

Almost totally impossible.

Ya know no human could ever get through that.

But you see them perservere!

You see them go through this...

and you see them holding their heads high

even when they fall the get back up!

And then you see the end!

Something...

Ya know there's good that comes out of what they just went through!

They're supposed to tell you

that you should just keep going cause there are good moments that happen.

And no matter who you are you're gonna have a good moment in your life!

So don't close the book before you've even gotten to the climax.

So don't tell me there are no happy endings

because you're not God you cannot read the end of your book.

You can't read the last page.

You can't.

But if you do close that book...

and if you do stop writing it...

I will pick you book up

in hand with mine

and I will write yours and mine at the same time!

And I will think about closing mine

about closing yours, about closing em both

because it's hard to write two books at once.

But guess what

life is hard!

Writing your book of life is gonna be difficult.

And if I am sitting here willing to pick up your book of life

and write it even after you're done with it...

Then by God!

You had best-

Better open your eyes.

Only a blind person doesn't see what's infront of them.

And if you can't see

that there is somebody

so willing to do anything for you

because they care about you

and are happy and they want you to be happy

and they love you!

I just...

Cause here's the thing

there are happy endings.

I've seen them.

There is love because

I've seen it

I've felt it

and I've experienced it.

And part of love, part of happiness is pain.

Because if you experience pain when you're happy you know you're happy.

When you're in love you know you're in love.

You KNOW.

Don't tell me it's a lie

don't try and bring me down with you because I am not bringing-

I'm not bringing myself down and I'm not gonna let you bring yourself down either!

I will pick you up

And I will carry you so help me!

Even after you're dead!

I will fight for you!

I will fight for your memory because guess what?

Everything you do is etched in time.

You can't get rid of it so ending your life, ending that book, is not worth it.

So don't say you're not wanted when somebody wants you.

Cause that's what you'll get.

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