I really don't know where to start.
I guess I should start
You sit here and tell me that nobody wants you...
I don't understand where you're coming from by that.
I don't see where I became nobody.
In my eyes I'm somebody.
In my eyes I'm somebody important and
my opinion matters.
But I am pretty stupid.
But I am definetly not nobody.
So when you tell me nobody wants you...
I don't see how you can say that
when there's someone fighting for you
right infront of you,
because they care about you.
if you can't hear me when I tell you
that you matter.
Maybe now you will hear me.
I am not no one so
say nobody wants you
because I want you
and I fight for you every day.
I think about you every day
I wonder how you're doing
I can't be there with you all the time!
But that doesn't mean I'm nobody!
Cause I care!
And ya know
the person who says nobody cares about them
is usually the person that has the most people
caring about them.
That's the person I've been fighting for
ther person who says
that nobody cares about them when someone does
And ya know I'm cool with that
But there is a line
That when you cross it
that really hurts.
You told me...
nobody wanted you.
Okay we get that.
But then you have the nerve to tell me
there is no such thing as happiness or love.
I know that is a lie.
You tell me that happiness and love is a lie
And that it's all just fairytales and stories
and it's a lie like all of that!
Right now you are lying to me when you say that
because I know happiness
I know love!
You know it too
But you're too blind to see it!
Okay does it sound like I'm being really harsh right now?
That's called tough love.
Get it through your head it is real!
And it is right infront of you!
Ya know I smile every day.
and if you really know me you might find that hypocritical
but I smile every day because I find something to be happy about!
Even when it's the worst day on Earth
somebody makes me smile even if it has no relation to me.
You know why?
I recognize happiness
I understand it
I cherish it
I believe in it
but something's happened along the way and you no longer see it's possibility.
You say it's a like like fairytales.
Fairytales are not lies.
They're supposed to inspire you.
You look at this character you see them going through this situation that seems...
Almost totally impossible.
Ya know no human could ever get through that.
But you see them perservere!
You see them go through this...
and you see them holding their heads high
even when they fall the get back up!
And then you see the end!
Ya know there's good that comes out of what they just went through!
They're supposed to tell you
that you should just keep going cause there are good moments that happen.
And no matter who you are you're gonna have a good moment in your life!
So don't close the book before you've even gotten to the climax.
So don't tell me there are no happy endings
because you're not God you cannot read the end of your book.
You can't read the last page.
But if you do close that book...
and if you do stop writing it...
I will pick you book up
in hand with mine
and I will write yours and mine at the same time!
And I will think about closing mine
about closing yours, about closing em both
because it's hard to write two books at once.
But guess what
life is hard!
Writing your book of life is gonna be difficult.
And if I am sitting here willing to pick up your book of life
and write it even after you're done with it...
Then by God!
You had best-
Better open your eyes.
Only a blind person doesn't see what's infront of them.
And if you can't see
that there is somebody
so willing to do anything for you
because they care about you
and are happy and they want you to be happy
and they love you!
Cause here's the thing
there are happy endings.
I've seen them.
There is love because
I've seen it
I've felt it
and I've experienced it.
And part of love, part of happiness is pain.
Because if you experience pain when you're happy you know you're happy.
When you're in love you know you're in love.
Don't tell me it's a lie
don't try and bring me down with you because I am not bringing-
I'm not bringing myself down and I'm not gonna let you bring yourself down either!
I will pick you up
And I will carry you so help me!
Even after you're dead!
I will fight for you!
I will fight for your memory because guess what?
Everything you do is etched in time.
You can't get rid of it so ending your life, ending that book, is not worth it.
So don't say you're not wanted when somebody wants you.
Cause that's what you'll get.