18. Will You Marry Me?
During the show Michael called me up on stage. I was really nervous. I had no idea what he was doing and I turned around and looked at Ashley and she gave me a thumbs up. I was so confused. Once I got to Michael he started saying how he's never felt this way about anyone and he kissed me. Then kneeled down on one knee and asked me if I would marry him.
"Bree will you marry me?" my mouth drops I look at him and nod my head and say yes. he put the ring on my finger and picked me up. Everyone was going crazy. Michael was so happy he wouldn't put me down. I finally told him he had to put me down so they could continue the show. As I walked off stage everyone was shouting "Mrs. Clifford" I better get used to that name because pretty soon its gonna be my last name. Once I got off stage all the 1D boys were there congratulating me. I hugged them all. Ashley was so happy she told me once I got off stage that she knew he was going to ask me because he had a plan and she was helping him with it. I hugged her and we watched the rest off the show. When the guys got off stage, Michael ran right to me and hugged me again. he said to me "Thank you for making me the happiest man in the world" I told him I loved him and he kissed me.
We decided to stick around to watch the 1D guys perform. In the middle of their set Nial asked if Michael and I would come on stage. They sang "little things" to us as we danced. Once the song was over, All the guys from 1D came over and hugged us. after that we walked off stage and watched the rest of the show.
After the show, we started walking to the bus. As we were walking a bunch of fans saw us and were congratulating us. we yelled back to them and said thank you. Once we were on the bus all of our twitters were blowing up. I guess Nial posted a pic of us dancing and wished us luck with our future. we thanked him. I cant believe that I'm engaged. Then my mom called me. "Bree what is going on? Did Michael propose to you because were seeing a lot of things online about it?" I told her yes he did and that I said yes. She didn't really agree with my choice but I don't really give one fuck. I love Michael and he makes me happy so if I want to marry him then I will. Technically I'm a legal adult and I can make my own choices. I was very upset that she was trying to stop me from doing this. She most not realize I have never been this happy in my whole life. No ones ever given a shit about me. I told her if she didn't like my choice so much than she doesn't have to talk to me anymore and she hung up on me. Michael could tell I was upset but he didn't know why. I told him what my mom said and he was upset. After awhile he got over it. My mom cant make my decisions for me anymore. I'm an adult now not a baby and she needs to understand that. I'm trying to make her happy by finishing school. if I wanted I wouldn't have to do that. I was so stressed out with the problem with my mom. Luckily I have an awesome fiancé who knows how to make me happy. We soon fell asleep together.
The next morning I was the very first one up. I really wanted coffee so I went to the front of the bus and where the coffee machines at and made some coffee for me and for John our bus driver. He looks at me and says "Good morning Mrs. Clifford" I laughed and said good morning to him and handed him a coffee. He was good to talk to he always gave great advice. I was telling him how my mom was against Michael and I being engaged. He was telling me that it's not her choice but I should make things right with her because you don't want to have problems with your mother. I agreed with him. Then Ashton came walking out asking if there was coffee. I pointed to the machine wear there was a big glass full of coffee. He looked so happy and grabbed a mug and got some coffee. Ashton was asking what we were talk about and I told him what happened with my mom. Ashton felt really bad. He told me to maybe give her sometime to take it in. I told him I would. I decided to post a picture on instagram of my ring. Many people were commenting very positive things. I was happy all the fans were excepting us being together.
We had another show in London tonight. The guys were excited because it was really cool to play 2 nights in London. As we all got ready for the show, Calum asked Ashley to be his girl friend officially and she said yes. I was wondering when Calum was going to ask her that. They were so cute. Calum posted a picture of them on twitter saying "Everyone meet Ashley". Ashley was becoming my best friend. We're so alike. I was happy I met her. I'm glad she came on tour too because now I'm not the only girl.
Once the show started we watched from the side of the stage. we didn't stay for the whole show because we were both really tired. We waited for the guys to get off stage then we headed to the bus. As we were heading to the bus I stopped and grabbed Michaels hand. Michael looked and me and asked if I was okay. Before I could say anything I passed out....