19. I'm What?!?!?!?!
I wake up in an ambulance with Michael beside me and people hooking up wires to my body. Michael says that I'm up and everyone looks at me worried. As we get to the hospital they put me into a room, Michael never left my side. he kept holding my hand. I had to do a few test on me to figure out why I passed out.
When the doctor walked back into the room, He said he had some news. "Bree I don't know how your going to react to this but you're pregnant." I stood there in shock. I looked at Michael and he didn't look upset he actually looked happy. the doctor went into detail about my options I had if I wanted to get rid of the baby. I told him Michael and I would talk it over.
When I got released from the hospital, the guys were at the hospital waiting in the bus. Michael and I decided to tell them I was pregnant. We open the bus door and all the guys got up and looked at me. they asked whats going on so we decided to sit them down and talk to them. when I told the guys they were very shocked. They asked what I was going to do with the baby weather I was going to keep it or not and honest I don't know yet. I don't want to get an abortion because I don't think it's right but I don't think I should have a kid this young. I need time to talk to Michael and see what he thinks. I mean I guess he does have a say in this because he would be the father. One thing the guys did promise was not to tell anyone of course because I don't want my parents knowing yet.
Michael and I were laying in bed talking about our decisions. we both knew we weren't ready to be parents. we knew we couldn't give that kid a good life. so we decide that we weren't going to keep the baby and I was going to give it up. I can go to see a doctor next week for the abortion. we told the guys our plans and they were okay with it. Michael and I eventually were going to have kids but now is not the time were young and still need to mature.
*skip to next week*
today is my doctors appointment to get the abortion. When I got there Michael and I waited for 10 minutes until the doctor took us in to the back. When we got into the back room to do a few test. while I was waiting. the doctors were looking at my results. they were all looking at each other confused. the doctor walked in "It seems like we have some news for you bree, We gave you another pregnancy test just to make sure that you were pregnant and now your not. We have your paper from the hospital showing your pregnancy but we think you had a miscarriage." I look at Michael very confused. I asked him if this would affect us having kids in the future and he told me it might. after we got all this news we got back to the guys.
The guys were very confused as well but also happy because I didn't have to get an abortion. I decided to get on birth control to be more protective. Tonight the guys had a show but I was very tired so I decided to sleep before the show. I felt Michael give me a kiss before he left to go perform but I then fell back asleep. When I woke back up it was 3 am. I heard the guys still talking up in the front. I got up and went and see them they all looked at me and said good morning. I laughed and sat on Michael's lap since there was no where else to. I asked them how the show went and they said pretty good. They were all ready for bed but I was wide awake Michael decided to stay up with and watch a movie. we watched Marley and me and I honestly balled my eyes on to michaels shoulder. He ended up falling asleep so I had to wake him up and tell him to go to bed.
OKAY THIS IS A REALLY SHITTY CHAPTER IM SORRY! im really tired right now and I no I need to update so here it is. Hopefully I can update soon. Love you guys<3