20. Going through changes
Michael and the guys have been on tour now for a few months. Ever since I had the miscarriage, I've been wanting a baby more. Michael and the guys have 2 more weeks left until the tour is over. Michael and I have been trying to find a place in Australia for us to live in when we get home. I would go back home but my mom is still not happy about me being engaged. We were looking for a bigger house so the guys can stay with us when they want. We found 2 places in Sydney that we had interest in. One of them was a house with no houses around it. We would have a ton of land and privacy from many people. The other house was in a gated community. I didn't like the gated community one because of the neighbors. Everyone seemed rude. Plus the house wasn't as big.
When Michael and I talked about our choices we picked the house that I liked. It seemed like a better fit for us and if my brother or sister ever wanted to come over they could stay with us. I was excited to be getting my own place with Michael but scared what my parents will say. i haven't talked to my mom much since I told her about the engagement. In the past few months on tour, I finished my schooling and actually got good grades. She cant say I didn't do good because I did, I had either a A or B in my classes. When I talk to my brother and sister they tell me how she's disappointed in me. Luckily they say my dad still talks good about me and they still love me. I told my brother that Michael and I were looking at places and to not tell mom and dad. He was very happy when I told him that he could come over when we were home and hang out.
I cant wait to go back home to Australia. When we get home we were going to plan the wedding and talk about our future. Michael really wants kids. He's almost 19 now. I find it weird that he's ready to be a dad but it excites me. I love him so much. Ya we have our little arguments every now and then but were tough and we don't let that bother our relationship. I cant wait to have the name Mrs. Clifford and to be his wife. The upcoming year for us should very interesting and I'm glad I get to go through it with Michael.
When we get home, I'm going to stay at Michaels place until we can move into our new home. Michaels mom is very happy for us. She supports us so much and helps us when we have problems. Luckily Michaels mom is also helping us move into the new house and has been helping order stuff we need for the new house. Lets just say Michaels mom ships us so hard. She tells me all the time how I've made Mikey a better person and that he's never been this happy before. I'm glad I do that for him because he does the same for me.
*SKIPS TO LAST DAY AND TO COMING HOME*
Today is the last show of the tour and the guys have honestly grown up so much during this whole tour. They've matured and grown to be adults. I love these guys so much and I'm so proud of them and their success with this tour. The guys decided since today was the last show to prank 1D during their show. They filled a bunch of water balloons and attacked them during their set. It was very fun being on this tour and I wouldn't change a single thing about the whole tour.I'm happy I got to spend this time with the guys to because I look at them as family now. I guess these things happen for a reason.
Later that night we headed to the airport to go home. We were all exhausted and ready to sleep. Luckily we had a 14 hour plane ride to sleep on. once we were on the plane I looked at Michael and told him I loved him. We cuddled on the plane for most of the time. When I woke up there was 5 hours left until we were home. Michael was still asleep so I snapped a few pics of him. Hard to believe in a few months we will be married. I'm ready for a new beginning!
WELL GUYS THATS THE END. I KNOW THAT WAS KIND OF SHORT BUT I AM PROUD TO SAY THERE WILL BE A SEQUAL. I DON'T KNOW THE NAME YET BUT AS SOON AS I DO I WILL UPLOAD ANOTHER CHAPTER TO THIS TO TELL THE DETAILS. tHANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO READ THIS STORY, IT MEANS A LOT. LOVE YOU GUYS AND SEE YOU IN THE SEQUAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1