I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock. Fuck I hate that noise.
Today I get to go back to the hell I call school. God I hate school. The girls are sluts, the guys are fuckboys, and dont even get me started on the teachers.
But I get up anyways, even though every muscle in my body tells me to just lay here and sleep for the rest of my life.
How else are you going to go to college and make something out of your life Olivia? I ask myself.
Just get up. You can do this.
I finally get up and put in my favorite rip skinny jeans and a Blink 182 tshirt. I also throw in a hoodie in my bad just in case it gets cold. It is September after all.
When I finish getting ready i run down stairs and through the door before my dad can stop me.
He's the last person I want to talk to.
As I am walking down the sidewalk to school I here a familiar voice call out to me.
Fuck. It's Calum. I hate Calum.
I try to ignore him but he catches up to me.
"Hey Olivia. "He says in his usual flirty voice as he puts his arm around me. Such a fuckboys.
"Please leave me alone Calum. It's the first day of hell and I don't feel like dealing with your shit. " I push his arm off me. Part of me doesn't want to. Which makes me hate him and myself a bit more.
I guess thats why I hate him so much. He's so fucking hot. What I would do to let him fuck me right now is ridiculous.
"Oh come on it won't be that mad. " He says putting his arm around my waist this time. I leave it knowing there is nothing I can do about it and slightly not wanting to.
"You say that because you have friends Calum." I mutter not really meaning to say that.
He stopped me, "Hey, do you mean that?" I was shocked by how concerned he seemed. But I'm not an idiot. Mom raised better than to believe this bullshit.
"What's it to you?" I say trying to sound tough but wanting to cry at the same time.
I've never been good around people. I have this thing where I tend to be a bitch to the people I love most. Guess it runs in the family.
"Well you could always hang out with me and the guys. If you want. " he says this like he really means it. But I know his friends. They are all dickheads like Calum. Plus Ashton and I don't get along very well and Calum knows this.
I mutter out a fake laugh, "why would I want to hang out with you and your dickheads?" I regret saying it. It was a bitch move. To be honest I wanted to hang out with his friends. Even Ashton. I just wanted friends. I did t want to be alone anymore.
"Just thought I would offer. "He doesn't seem angry. He's good at that. I could say the shittiest thing and he doesn't get mad at me. He knows I can be a real bitch but he doesn't care...
"You okay?" Calum asks.
I snap out of my thoughts when he asks this. I realize I was staring at the ground.
"Uh... I should go. I don't wanna be late for school." I say as I try to jog off, but his arms are securely around my waist.
"That's a lie. "He laughs, "We cod ditch ya know. "
"Ditch the first day of school?" I think about it for a moment. Even if its with Calum I'm still getting out of school...
"Fine.." I mutter before he grabs my hand and pulls me towards his house.