Today was our last day in first year, we were having a huge party to celebrate, there was dancing, and dating, but I was not really into it. Not unless a certain someone asked me, but I didn't expect that, my expectations were correct. The party and was right under our common room, which meant the music blasted through the floors.
I wasn't the only one alone, up here, Sirius was here too, he must've freaked out, I can't imagine why. He came over and sat next to me.
"Look, I'm sorry I didn't ask you," he said.
"Its fine, I'm too broken inside" I replied.
"What do you mean?"
"Have you ever heard of depression?"
"I struggled with it after my mother's, brothers, nan's and cousins death, my dad was broken too, so he couldn't help me, my sister became my only hope, but it wasn't enough"
"So, that's why your broken, your healing, after years"
"Yes, basically, but I think the only way to heal, is to be happy"
"Will this make you happy?"
He sat closer to me, pressing his lips against my cheek, at that exact moment, James walked in.
"Wow, love already" he said.
I jumped, he scared the life out of me, and Sirius too apparently, because he jumped.
"Um, huh what?" Sirius said, "No love, I just didn't think"
"You idiot, thanks, for nothing" I said fuming.
I ran outside, the train pulled up at the station, I was one of the last ones on, which meant Sirius caught up with me.
"Mya, please" he said.
"Think, before you speak, leave me alone," I said scowling.
"As of right now, there is no relationship between us"
"Mya, My- please"
I boarded the tea in and say with Lily and a girl called Molly, all I could was cry, cry and cry. Tears streamed down my face, Lily comforted me by giving me a great big hug.
Hours later we got off the train back at platform 9 3/4, where my dad waited for me, he was fine now that he had come to his senses with moms death, I still had red blotches around my eyes, still sad, he gave me hug. And I told him everything.