On our third day in New York, I thought it was time to call my parents. I tried my house number, and as usual no one answered. I then called my my mom's work and luckily she answered because I can only imagine how pissed my Dad is right now.
As the phone stopped ringing , I heard my mom answer," Hello ,This is Mrs. James?"
I slowly," Hey Mom, It's Camron."
My Mom quickly replied," Sweetie , where the hell are you. Did that Luke boy make you run away?"
Tears kind of streamed down my face as I heard her voice, she may not be the best mother but she is my mother.
I calmly said," I'm in New York and Luke didn't make me do this mom. I chose too. I guess I was kind of mad at Dad for his harsh decision. "
I could hear the tone in my Mom's voice change as she said," Well , Honey, you can't blame your Dad he just care's. He's worried sick. You got to come home right away. You're missing school and You're still only 17."
I sighed," Mom I can't get home right away, we'll be in New York for at least 2 and a half more weeks. As for school I don't know what to do. I don't have enough money to get back .
My mother took a long pause before she said," Well, what if we sighed you up for online school, just until you get back and then you'll transfer back. You do know your Dad's going to ground you when you get home."
I was about to cry as I said," Thank you , Mom and I know I'm ground, but thanks. I'll call you and keep you updated on me."
My mother couldn't talk for long because work was calling back to her. I guess I was kind of relieved to know that my parents cared for me. I was also glad my mom would let me do online school until I got back home in about two and a half weeks.. How ever, I can only imagine how my Dad will reacted. I'll probably never be able to see Luke again. I guess after the call I looked really upset , because Luke came up to me and said," hey Princess , what's wrong." I just shrugged it off and told him," Nothing, I was just thinking."
The guys for the next couple of days had to go work with Adam a lot , so During the time, I would take my Laptop and go to a local cafe. I took my time to sign up and work on school. Luckily I actually enjoyed school because I was able to pick everything up fast. I haven't really talked to Luke about the whole conversation with my mother. I don't know if I should. In all honestly I thought this was just a small trip here and back. I'm excited that the guy's are getting this amazing opportunity and I hope they get signed and go on tour. The thing is though I just can't live with them forever if that happen. I love Luke , and I want to be with him forever. But I want to do my own thing. Go to collage, get a job , and achieve my own success . I just don't know anymore.
As the weeks went by , the boy's were demanded more and more with Adam and when they got home they just pass out. They haven't really said anything about it, only that big stuff is coming. I missed Luke a lot during that time. While Arron did a good job at keeping me occupied, there's just no way to fill the void for good. School help as a distraction too. I look foreword to every night when we get home and snuggled up together.
On our last day in New York, I found out they been recording and EP in the studio and will be going on tour with One Direction Immediately. So the boys we're packing as fast as they could that day and so was I. When Luke and I were finish packing in our room and chilled out on the bed .
Luke wrapped his arm's around me and said," Can you believe this Princess, we're going to be famous."
" I know , it's amazing," I said probably in the saddest tone ever. Not that I wasn't excited ,but I know the truth.
" Is something wrong?" Luke immediately asked me.
" Luke , I know we talked about going on tour, and that I would go with you. The thing is I just have been thinking lately that I can't go on tour with you. I have to finish school. I want to finish school. I want to go to prom, I want to go to my graduation. I love you Luke, but I just can't stop my life any longer. I still wanna make this work though. We can Skype , write, I will do whatever it takes. I love you and don't want to lose you," After I release my whole heart to Luke , I bursted into tears.
Luke was silent for a while and I was scared. Scared he would want to dump me. Scared because I'm just running back to my old life. My heart was racing as he finial spoke his mind," I love you too Camron. I understand. We're just on two different roads right now.I wanna make this work too. "
And this moment was the start of our bumpy relationship..........