It's been three months since i last talked to you. Seven months since i last heard news about you. A year and a half since i last saw you but it felt like forever getting over you.
I hate that i think of what could have been. What would have happened if i didn't stop texting you? Would we be together or would our relationship fail just like what they predicted?
I hate myself for asking all these questions because it makes me hope of the possibility of you and me but no matter how hard i try, it's still you.
I wonder what you did that made me fall for you this hard. It wasn't my first time meeting a guy like you but for some weird reason, you're the one i chose. The sad part is you didn't choose me.
I always thought my life was peaceful until you came in the picture and everything fell apart. This wasn't part of the plan. You weren't part of my plan but it just happened.
I fell in love
Some wouldn't call it love but i do. Or maybe it's just a fling? I don't know. All i know is even after a year, i still consider you as my one great love.
I want to share what happened. I want everyone who is reading this story to know that it's okay to be left hanging because this is what makes our hearts stronger. These situations allow us to find ourselves and know our limitations. Most importantly, the next time we fall in love, it wouldn't be like this and it wouldn't hurt like this anymore.
So here it goes.
Here is my journey in falling in love with you.