16. stupid a** b**** I ain't f***ing with u!
I don't know what came over me! I just hadn't had sex in so long I just needed a distraction. Maybe Jasmine's right I don't need Alejandra I have her.
~later with the boys~
"Hey cal do you know why alee was crying after she came out the bathroom?" I could look him in the eye. "No."
"He's lying." Said Micheal. "Me and alee are really close friends now she told me everything! You should be ashamed!" Luke and Ashton looked at us confused. "Yes Calum here was fucking Jasmine in the bathroom and Alejandra sadly caught them!" Said Michael looking like he was about to cut my throat. They all looked at me.
"She might not be good enough for me." I said silently.
"Good enough. What do you know about 'good enough' sleeping with a whore! Calum this is really bad, you know very well how depressed she gets, you don't even know her do you? Her father and little brother died in an accident not to long ago! That's why she suffers with depression. She is alone all the time because her mother gets drunk and leaves there house for months then returns like its nothing! You should really think about it man. You , where all she felt like she had left." With that they walks out the door leaving me alone.
I've fucked up.
"What did I do wrong? Well that's dumb why even ask the question when it's right infront of me" I cry looking in the mirror.
I try to sleep.
I try to stop crying.
Can't stop crying.
Then I hear a knock on the door. I run down stairs and open the door. It's Luke with a big unicorn stuffed animal. "Awwww Luke thank you!" I smile through my tears.
"Anything for my bestfriend." He says closing the door then hugging me. "So alee what does the unicorn want to do right now?" He says sitting on my couch. "Watch tv *sniff* with you and sleep." He smiles and I go to the couch laying my head in his lap.
We watch tv until I fall asleep with Luke playing with my hair.
A/N : 3 words FUCK YOU CALUM! I wrote this and I kinda got angry with myself lol🙄😅
Love love love you- Eileen🦄😛