It's been month since me and Calum broke up. It still hurts. I go to youtube and listen Avril Lavigne's When You're Gone and I feel tears run down my face.
Calum and Michael are kinda friends again, but not as close friends they were. Michael found this girl Dawn. She has blue hair and nose piercing. She is very pretty and she is pretty much perfect for Mikey. I ma happy for them. But Calum is still ignoring me and it's killing me.
Next song comes up and it's Avril Lavigne's My Happy Ending. And I just losted and start to trow my pillows around the room and then I saw picture frame, wheres picture of me and Calum. I trow it against the wall and the glass broke and walk to the picture frame and take the picture. I look it for minute or so. And I go to my desk and start looking for the matchsticks. I light up the matchstick and I start to burn picture of me and Calum as I cry. I just can't watch the picture, it hurt's too much. I just cry and when I am done burning the picture, I just go to my bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. My mascara is messed up and I look like I had cried for three days. My hair is in messy bun, like really messy... Then I hear next song ''Smile'' by Arvil Lavigne (yes again, because she is listening Arvil Lavignes playlist. I recommend listening these songs!) and I start to sing/scream along:
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
You go with it, go with it, go with it
'Cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll
Yo-u said ''Hey,
What's your name?''
It took one look
And now we're not the same
And I feel tears running down my face again, but I didn't stop singing
Yeah you said ''Hey''
And since that day
You stole my heart
And you're the one to blame
I hear door close and I wipe the tears off of my face and turn the music down. I go and took one last look at me in the mirror and fix my makeup, because I know it was my mom and maybe my dad who came and I don't want then to get worried. I go to downstairs and see mom in living room ''Hey mom!'' I say. And it look's like she quickly wiped away tears. ''Mom is everything alright?'' I ask worried. She just hugs me ''Everything is ok'' She says to me, but I don't believe her. ''Mom tell me the truth!'' I say, but then I hear Ally come from upstairs and I see mom going in to the bathroom ''Did mom come home?'' Ally asks ''Yeah, but she is very tired so she went to take a shower already.'' I lied. I don't want her to feel bad... ''Kylie can you sleep next to me tonight, I had a bad dream.'' ''Of course I can''
I wake up it's already 11 am. I see a text from Emily
E:Hey girl! So we haven't really hanged out for a long time, so do you want to go to the mall? ;)
K:Will there be any boys?
E:No just us two.
K:Ok. Let's meet at the cafe at the mall at 12:30.
I got ready and went to find Ally. She was watching some cartoons. ''Hey Ally I am going to the mall with Em. Do you want something ?'' I ask and kiss her forehead. ''No.'' And as I was walking out she asked me ''Umm, Kylie what happened to Calum?'' I turn around ''I messed it up.'' I say with teary eyes. ''I am sorry'' she said and I smiled at her in a sad way but still.
I saw Emily and I run to her and hug her. ''Hey, I missed you'' She said ''I missed you too.'' I say. We go to the cafe and buy cappuccinos. ''So where to first?'' Emily ask with a smile. ''I think I want to go to hairdressers.'' I say and give her a smile ''Wow, what you want to do your hair?'' She asks excited. ''I want to dye my hair green or something like that.'' I say and I see Emily watching me confused. ''What?''
We got my hair done and it was amazing. I really liked it and i have to change something about me so why not my hair?
This is what her hair looked like
We walked back to home after we got ourselves couple cute outfits and some new shoes. ''I really weren't sure about that green hair when you told me you want it, but now I freaking love it!'' Emily tells me ''Well thank you'' I laugh. Well until Emily notices something ''Hey isn't that your dad's car?'' I look at a car what is parked to very weird place ''Yes it is, come let's see if everything is ok!'' When we got closer I a women in the car with my dad. And start to cry when they start to make out. ''What the actual fuck!'' I scream and my dad notices me and comes out of the car, but then we already had started running towards my house. When we got inside I went to kitchen and Em followed me. ''How long you have know about this?'' I scream furiously when I saw mom. ''What to you mean?'' She tried to act like she didn't know... ''You know what! How long has dad cheated on you!?'' I screamed ''What!?'' I turned and saw Ally behind me and she started to cry. She ran to her room and mom followed her to there. I run to dads office and took every alcohol bottle I found and started to walk towards th door ''Em you can go now. I know you don't like getting drunk with me...'' I say to Em ''But where you're going?!'' Emily asks me upset. ''I will be fine.'' and i start to walk towards the Calum's house and Emily follows me ''Kylie!'' Emily screams furiously ''I''ll text you when I am sober.'' I say and she just started going home really while being really upset. I knock on the door and soon Calums sister Mali opens it ''Hey is your parents home?'' I ask ''No, but they will be back in two days.'' She says and smiles. ''Well that's a relief...'' I say and storm in and straight to Calums room. ''What the hell!?'' Mali screams confused.