I stood gaping in shock, My eyes locked on harry's as his pleaded with understanding. I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest and left in its place was a gaping black hole, It drained me from life. Why.
I got up and ripped my hands away from his though it broke my heart and ran. I didn't know what else to do, I ran to a park where my favourite tree was, I didn't care i was getting strange looks from people about why i was climbing this tree, i didn't care that they may know who I am, I only had one thing on my mind.
I sat on the highest branch and looked out at the city line horizon, the blue sky and sun casting shadows across the land, Sometimes i wished i lived in the country.
After hours of crying and thinking I came to a decision. My life is about to hit the self destruct button and there was a timer on it, Harry loves me, I love Harry, But do I want this baby if Harry isn't there to see it.
By the time I got back to our apartment I pushed open the classy white door to find the room trashed, books on the floor with furniture scattered around. It was like I stepped foot into an after hurricane. A tear fell from my eye as I knew who it was, I ran to our room and there lay Harry, His head buried into the pillows and his arms and legs out like a starfish.
M: Harry" I said softly.
He looked at me with blood shot eyes and a running nose. I smiled and gave him the biggest hug, We hugged for hours not saying a word but he definitely knew I wasn't leaving.
I heard his stomach growl and we both laughed, his laugh wasn't a happy one though, it was filled with pain and sorrow. I picked up my phone which lay inside my Bag at the end of the bed and called for takeaway.
M: I love you Harry. And I always will, let's make this time memorable.
Love was about spending the time you have with loved ones to help, trust, respect and accept them for who they are.
Harry smiled and we lay on the bed tangled within each others arms and fell into a peaceful sleep.
My eyes fluttered open to Harry's Beautiful face with closed eyes laying next to mine, He was breathing slowly and smiling in his sleep showing his dimples. I kissed him lightly waking him up. He smiled at me
H: i'm surprised you didn't run.
M: I would never run, I love you too much.
We spent the rest of the day together, watching Netflix.
When Maddi learns to love harry no matter what and love is really about the time they spend together.