M A R I A N A
I woke up with my stomach aching.It came up.I covered my mouth and ran to the bathroom then threw up in the toilet.A few seconds later someone came and Held my hair back.I finished and they handed me a cloth.I wiped my mouth.I looked up and say Michael.I was breathing heavy.
"You Okay?, Does this happen every morning?".
'No, It just happened today".
Michael bit his lip and stood up.He ran his fingers through his purple hair.
He started tearing up then he fell against the wall.
"What?!?"I asked getting louder.
"I-I Didn't...I didn't use a condom"He cried.
He Didn't What? He didn't use a condom? I stood up and walked to my bedroom.I sat on the bed and faced the wall.I just stared at the wall in shock.How could he do this? I wasn't suppose to have sex in high school and if i did, my moms bought me condoms.They're in my bag, Why am i so stupid? I felt the bed lump down.
"You Okay?"He asked.
I didn't answer him.He sighed.
"You have to talk to me".
"I don't have to talk to you, Or Anyone, Okay so do me a favor and leave me alone".
"Fine"He got up and left.
If I'm pregnant than i guess i want to be a bad girl...
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I walked into school and got weird looks and some dog whistled.Most girls scoffed.I went to my locker.Some people thought i was new, My friends smiled because they knew me.
"Nice change Chicka"Michael said, coming up to me.
I grabbed my stuff out m bag and put my bag in my locker.I closed my locker and saw a girl standing in front of it.
"Hi! I'm Emma, We're looking for dancers and i think you'd be great!".
"Um Haha thanks but i'm not really into dancing".
"But can you just take one of the flyers, Just to concider it?".
"Okay"I took one of the stupid flyers and she walked away.
"I think you would be a cute dancer"Michael smiled.
I groaned and turned around, facing him.
"Did you get it?".
"Yes, It's in my locker".
The bell rang.We walked to his locker and he handed me the box.We walked to the bathroom and i went in the stall.I peed on the stick and walked back out.I stood next to him and we waited.
It read.I gave him the test and walked down the hall.I can't be pregnant.I'm In high school.I started shaking.I can't be.
"Mariana, We're having a baby"Michael said happy.
"No, You're not, I am, I have to go through all this pain, I'm going to be a high school drop out, Have the baby, Leave it for crack, and become a stripper!".
"No I can't Michael, I'm Pregnant!".
"Y-You're pregnant?"I heard someone say.
"Mama..."I said as i turned around.
I walked to her and handed her the test.She looked at it and cried.
"Mama are you okay?".
"You have disappointed us"She said then dropped it and walked away.I
crouched down and got it.I started tearing up.
I am a disappointment....