I know that since this isn't an update most of you will just skip right over this, but this is very important and I urge all of you to read on.
So as most of you know, I haven't updated in around two weeks. For those of you that haven't seen the messages on my profile, I wanted to take a moment and address the situation.
For the last few months since I have started school, I have been absolutely swamped with homework and projects and verbal assessments. I'm not going to lie, they are absolutely killing me. There have been many nights, already, where I've had to stay up until 4 AM in order to finish all of it. So to all of those that are wondering or don't know, I'm not just being lazy and not feeling like writing. I also don't have writer's block, as many of you have asked, and that honestly kills me. I know exactly what I want to do with the story and where I want it to go, but the problem is, is that I just don't have a lot of time anymore away from school. That sucks and it makes me wish that I didn't choose the program that I'm in. For those of you who don't know, I am in a program at my school called IB, this stands for International Baccalaureate and this basically means that I am a high school student taking college level classes. Just as most college classes go, the work load is extreme and unfortunately, I don't see it lightening up for quite a while. Now, I know, a lot of you don't want to waste the time or effort to read my sob story, so I'm just going to cut this short.
A lot of you have been asking me when the next time that I am going to update is and I'm going to be brutally honest with all of you when I say that I don't really know. I love this story to bits and it honestly breaks my heart that I can't write every second of every day, but I can't truthfully tell you when I will update next. To be even more honest, I can't see my work load getting any lighter until around Christmas. So, to sum everything up, no the story is not over. No I'm not discontinuing it. The story will definitely be finished, but just in the distant future.
I hope that all of you understand my reasoning when I say that for me at the moment, I need to focus on school, because school is the ticket to my future. I am not giving up on this story, nor will I ever, but as of right now, this story is put on extremely slow updates. I don't want to say that it is on hold, because you never know there may come a day between now and Christmas where I don't have as much homework. I promise all of you that I will try my damndest to update as soon as I can, but unfortunately it won't be this weekend.
I hope all of you completely understand the situation and I also hope that you guys don't completely loathe me now. If any of you have any questions at all feel free to ask me and I'll try to get back to you as soon as I can.
I am so sorry for all of you that are reading the story because now you'll have to wait for over a month for the next update. If I knew that I would have to do this, I would never have started this story just to make you all wait for an update. Again, I am so so sorry and I hate that this has to happen.
Lastly, I just want to say thank you so much for supporting this book as much as you are! I have never gotten as many reads as I have on this book. That is just amazing! You guys are honestly the best fans that I could ever ask for and I honestly hate that this has to go down this way.
I love you all!!
Until the next update (which will hopefully be soon),