(Hehe, 69, LOL I'M CHILDISH)
TWO MONTHS LATER
I bolted upright in my bed as I heard Kylie start crying and Emmanuel began not long after. It had already been two months and I didn't know what I was doing with one kid much less two. I began to rock both of them in my arms humming a lullaby to try and quiet them, but the wouldn't stop crying. Eventually, I put them both back in the cribs and let them continue to cry. I sat down against the wall with my head in my eyes crying right along with them. I heard the door open and saw Luke walk in still half asleep.
"Chris? What's going on?" He groaned. Under normal circumstances I would find his early morning voice very sexy and jump his bones in the middle of the room, however the twins and I were such a mess I couldn't think straight.
"They won't stop crying. I've tried everything." I sobbed. Luke took my hands in his and pulled me up to my feet as he wrapped me in his arms and hugged me tightly.
"It's going to be okay. I promise. We'll get through this together:" He whispered calmly.
I shook my head and wiped away the tears.
"I'm not a fit mother Luke. I'm not and you know it's true. The only mother I ever had was a drug addict and ended up in prison. I can't do this!" I cried and ran out of the room. I ran into our bedroom, slammed and locked the door, and grabbed the suitcase from the top of our closet. I began throwing clothes into it and all of my things. I looked at the picture on the nightstand of Luke and I holding the twins when they were born, contemplating if I should take it with me. I slammed the picture face down on the nightstand, hearing the glass crack under the force of my hand. I heard a knock at the door, and Luke's voice followed shortly after.
"Chris? Please open the door and talk to me. Last time you ran away you almost died, and now you have a family to think about. You have the twins and you have me." He sighed from the other side of the door.
"Last time I checked we weren't family, you can leave me whenever you want to, and you can take the twins no questions asked. All because you're The Great Luke Hemmings." I sneered in disgust. "All because you're a rock star, and famous, and rich. And I'm nothing!"
I heard the lock click and watched as the knob turned and Luke walked in. I could see him fighting back the tears in his eyes.
"Christina Evelyn Grande. Don't you ever say you're nothing. You are the single most amazing, most beautiful human being on this planet. Any guy would be lucky to have you, I sure as hell am. You're the reason I love to get up in the mornings and the reason I'm a better man than I ever was when I was with Arzaylea or with Crystal."
I scoffed hearing the names of both of Luke's exes, both of which caused a TON of drama.
"Chris I love you, I want to be with you, and someday I want to marry you. You are not nothing, you are the mother of my children, you are my best friend, you are the love of my life." He said his voice cracking as he started to cry slightly. He pulled me tightly into his arms and stroked my hair gently.
"We will get through this and you will be a great mom, you need to stop doubting your ability to be so absolutely amazing." He whispered. I smiled as I bit his lip ring and kicked my suit case off the bed. He grinned as he pushed me onto the bed and took off his shirt and climbed on top of me. He started biting the nape of my neck lightly as he grinded on top of me. I laughed slightly at his eagerness.
"We haven't done it since we found out I was pregnant with the twins." I laughed.
"That's just going to make this time that much better." He mumbled as he lifted my shirt off of my head and began kissing down my stomach. He paused as the line of my underwear and slid his hands over my chest, resting on my boobs. I met his eyes and giggled at the devilish smile that spread across his face.
"I'm going to go shower and you're going to join me." He whispered in my ear, biting it lightly after. My eyes widened and I practically jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I started the shower, slipped off my remaining clothing, and stepped in under the warm water. I felt an arm wrap around my waist and laughed as Luke whistled, impressed. He turned my body towards the side of the shower and held my arms up to the long metal towel rack bolted to the wall. He gripped my wrists together and snapped a metal handcuff around them, tightly and locked the other end to the bar.
"Luke what are you doing?" I asked slightly scared yet very excited.
"Just relax, and let me have some fun. You've made me wait for Eleven Months. You tied me up and now I have to play bad cop." He whispered sexually.
I shuttered as I felt his hands slide down my body, and pause on my waist. He slid his hand down the rest of my stomach and stuck a finger inside of me. I gasped slightly due to Luke's lack of warning. He continued to push fingers inside of me, until eventually four was inside of me. He thrusted his fingers inside of me, making me moan loudly. He took his fingers out and used it to cover my mouth as he leaned up against me and hitched my leg up onto the bar I was cuffed to. I swung my other leg up and gripped onto the bar tightly with both hands to keep my balance. He eased his way into my backdoor and I screamed in pain. We had only ever done anal once and it had not been a painless experience. He leaned in so that his lips were lined up with my ear.
"The boys have been feeling very unimportant lately. They think since I'm getting all the sex, I'm the most important and they aren't, well, as special or whatever." He whispered seductively as he pulled out and uncuffed me.
"So what? You want me to set them up or whatever?" I asked rubbing my wrist.
"Not exactly what I was thinking. More liked a fivesome?" He said as he looked over at me.
My breath caught in my throat, sex with four different guys at once? One of them being my brother....
He walked over to me and stroked his hand across my valley. He licked his fingers and smiled.
"And by how wet that made you, I would assume that's a yes?" He grinned. I nodded, still speechless.
"Yes, but I'll only do two of you at a time. And absolutely no blowjobs, also no touching of up here!" I demanded. He nodded.
"Okay, which two do you want first?" He grinned slyly.
"Michael and Ashton." I said softly, still hesitant about sleeping with my step-brother.
"Really?" He asked, surprised. I nodded.
"I want someone I've already done it with and someone I know who's going to be careful with me and besides I'm saving the best for last." I winked sexily. I went into our bedroom and changed into a thin, short, silk, lingerie and laid down on the four poster.
"Now go send the boys in." I breathed.
"Are you sure you can handle five rounds of sex back to back after having twins?" He asked. I could hear the concern in his voice. I nodded and squeezed his hand reassuringly.
"Christina Grande you get better every fucking day!" He grinned as he left the room.
I mentally prepared for what I was about to experience. The door opened and I saw Michael walk in first who whistled approvingly. I laughed slightly.
"So Luke's finally offering you up to us for a day?" He laughed. I laughed and shook my head.
"Just for a couple hours. And then I'm all his." I responded. I saw Ashton walk in, who immediately turned bright red.
"Hell no! I am not fucking my sister!" He shouted angrily and started banging on the locked door.
"Ashton you are not coming out of their until you have banged my girlfriend!" I heard Luke laugh from the other side. Ashton turned towards me.
"Are you sure you're okay with this?" He whispered. I got up and stood to face him, I looked over at Michael.
"Sit down on the bed and take your pants off." I commanded. He obeyed and did what i said.
"Chris...I don't want to do this if Luke is for-"Ashton said but i covered his mouth.
"Now shut up and do what Michael did"I commanded.
He sighed and did what i told him.I bit my lip.
"Oh my god Ashton! Will you shut up if i give you a blowjob?"I asked.
He gulped.I sighed and crawled to him on the bed.I pulled down his boxers.He was already hard.I picked up the hard shaft and put it in my mouth.I moved up and down.Deep in my throat.I moved my tongue around.Ashton started moaning.I saw Michael rubbing his hand up and down, staring at us.I took it out of my mouth.
"Do not cum in my mouth"I warned.
I sucked it again.I heard Ashton grunt then liquid squirted in my throat.I coughed it up.
"Ew! You could've warned me!"i groaned.
I rolled my eyes and reached over them.I opened the drawer and grabbed a couple of condoms.I opened on up and put it on Ashton.Then i sat on it and it went in me.I moaned.I hopped.I screamed in pain because Michael went through the backdoor without any warning.Why did it hurt more than usual?I groaned in pain.
"Michael stop it"Ashton said.
They went out of me and i fell on top the bed.My legs felt numb.What the hell was wrong with me?
(A/N:Hello! So sorry for not updating but my co-author wrote this chapter and yeah, Cliffhanger, Yikes! But i do hope you enjoyed this! Please feel free to Comment, Like, and Fave pls! ILYSM)