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L U K E
I wiped my tears and turned on the twitcam.There was already over two thousand people online.
"Hey guys..."I mumbled.
I saw a bunch on comments asking if i was okay and what was wrong.I sniffled.
"I just...I just wanted to thank all of you and the support you gave me and you know, not abandoning me after you heard that i slapped Chris...It was an accident but...I want to tell you guys something"I looked down and wiped my eyes.
I started crying, No not crying, i went straight to sobbing.
"We--"I started but i couldn't finish.
I looked up and everyone was asking 'why are you crying?' or 'Did she leave you' or 'What's wrong?'.I wiped my tears away and chuckled.
"No, Chris didn't leave me, that would be much more worse"I sniffed.
Hot tears fell down my cheeks.
"We-We...We lost her...We lost Emma"I sniffled.
Everyone kept commenting 'I'm sorry' and 'You poor thing'.
"Um...I'm actually taking it better than i thought...it's really Chris you should worry about, she's taking this way harder than i thought, than anyone thought actually. That was her first child that we created and...She's gone".
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The boys had come and completely took over.I was in the background on the couch.Christina walked in with the laundry.I looked up and saw that she looked stressed out.She started folding the clothes angrily.I tried to hug her from behind but she pushed me away.The boys kept staring at us.
"Baby put the clothes down..."I said.
She kept folding them.
"Are you okay?"I asked.
She slammed the clothes down and looked at me, with on hand on her hip.
"Am I okay? Am I Okay?!?! Luke I'm not okay! I just lost a baby! Just because you already had a baby, Lost it, And you're fine with it doesn't mean i am!, You might not care about your child but i do! Gosh how could you live with yourself, killing an innocent child like that! I just had a miscarriage and you're not fucking crying or nothing! I'm Broken Luke! I hate this House!, I hate That Hospital,! I hate This Holiday!, I hate Christmas!, And I hate you Luke!"She yelled then ran upstairs.
My eyes became glassy and my vision became blurry.She hates me? I love her and I loved that baby...She thinks i don't care about Emma? I turned around and saw Ashton facing his phone towards me.I walked over and took his phone.i threw it across the hall.
"Don't fucking record stuff you're not suppose to!"I scowled then ran upstairs.
I took a deep breath then knocked on our bedroom door.I heard sniffling.
"Baby...Can i come in?"I asked.
"Why should you come in?".
"Babe...I know you don't think i care about Emma but i do baby, i do, I care about you and I care about her.I miss her just as much as you do and I do still care for both of you.Chris...If you think i just stayed with you because of Emma, you're wrong.I love you Chris, and that will never change"I said in tears.
I heard some zipping and shuffling.
"What are you doing?"I asked, through the door.
"Something i should've done a long time ago..."I heard her say in a small voice.
I banged on the door.
"Christina Grande You're not leaving me! Open this goddamn door right now!"I shouted as i banged on it.
"Baby Don't leave!"I cried out.
I still heard shuffling, but quicker.I backed up and rammed into the door, It didn't open.I did it again and again and again until it loosened up.I stopped and kicked the door open.She wasn't here.I ran to our closet.Her clothes...They're gone, one thing was left...Her necklace i gave her.Tears started rolling down my cheeks.I pulled out the black box i had hidden in the dresser.I opened it and saw the ring i was gonna give her.I closed the box and threw it at the wall, making a hole in it.
I still love her...