I woke up in pain, My whole body was hurting.I tried to look over to Luke but it hurt to move.
"Hmm?"He asked half awake.
"Luke It hurts"I cried again.
"What does?"He asked, Fully awake.
"My body, it hurts, i can't move".
"Oh god, Um Okay"He got up.
I started crying.It hurt's so Much.Why is this happening?It's probably because we had sex, He was way too Rough.He came over to me.
"Um Okay try to stand".
"Luke! I can barley move my feet".
"Right, I'm stupid".
He ran his fingers through his hair.He walked out of the room, I heard some talking then Michael came in with Luke.
"Oh gosh, Um Wow"Michael said.
"Has this ever happened?"Luke asked.
"Once but it didn't look this bad, She wasn't crying, Luke what did you do to her?".
"We had sex and I guess I was a little too rough".
"A little? Luke she's crying from sex! This hurts her, She can barley move anything, Turn around".
Luke turned around, Scratches were all on his back, Some were bleeding.He turned back around.
"Dude you were way too rough, She's a Virgin, You have to be careful on her first time".
"well I didn't mean to be rough".
"I can try to help, But the best i can do is let her move her arms".
"Well It will be less painful"I said.
"It's going to be more painful to go through it".
"Okay Just Do it"I closed my eyes.
* * *
"I'm sorry this happened"Luke said as he crouched down next to me.
'It's fine, At least my arms don't hurt"I smiled.
"Yeah but, I shouldn't have been so rough, it was your first time and i just got so nervous that it wasn't going to be good so i just did what i did".
"it's fine, It was great, I enjoyed it"I placed my hand on his cheek.
"Well you have to take a bath, because well, you smell like sex"He laughed.
"It hurts to move my body and my legs".
"Yeah but you might feel better once you take a nice hot bath".
"Luke I can't get up".
"Yes you can, just try".
"I have tried, It puts me through more pain".
"Come on just hold onto me".
He lifted my back up.I felt a sharp pain in my back.
"Just ignore the pain".
"I-I can't it hurts".
He lifted me so i could sit up.My whole back ached and now it trailed down to my hips but still at my back.It felt like someone was pushed really hard on them with a knife.
"L-Luke it hurts"I said with tears pouring down my face.
"Just Try to stand up".
I stood up for a second then my whole body felt numb and i almost fell to the floor but Luke caught me.
"M-My body is Numb".
"It's fine, I'll be right here".
I put my arm around his shoulder and he put his around my back, helping me stand up.I took one step and almost fell.
"Luke it hurts really bad".
''this is what Happened to me, It's fine, I know how to do this".
We stumbled to the bathroom.The guys were on the bus with some other people so the others gave Luke and I weird looks.
"Luke It hurts so much"I cried.
"It's okay, I got you".
People might be confused, No I'm not naked, I'm wearing Luke's over sized sweat jacket.We stumbled to the bathroom. There was already water in the bath.Luke closed the door.I leaned against the counter.Luke slowly took off the sweat jacket then my bra and underwear.
"You didn't have to do that"I said.
'Well You're hurting, I did this to you and i want to help you".
I stepped into the bath then when Luke let go, I fell to the floor.
I sat against the tub wall and cried into my legs.This hurts so much.Why did i decide to have sex? i should've waited. Gosh i should've told him i wanted to wait until marriage.Luke rubbed my back.Gosh why did i ever fall for him?, If i hadn't things would be so much easier for me.If my dad hadn't invited them to move in with us, it could've been a lot more easier not knowing them.But if i didn't know them i would've been alone and scared.
''I'll be right back"He said then left.
i tried to get up but i just fell back down.I grabbed onto the metal bar and picked myself up.The bar broke and i fell down and the bar fell on my leg, causing even worse pain.Luke, Michael and Ash came rushing in.Michael and Ash turned around once they saw i was naked.
"It's fine, I don't care if you look, It's not like you haven't see a girl naked before"I said, rubbing my leg.
"What happened to your leg?"Luke asked coming over to the bath.
"I fell and the metal bar fell with me, I'm fine, Can you hand me a towel?".
He handed me a towel and helped me up.I wrapped the towel around me and hung onto Luke.
"Okay One foot"He said then i put on foot out the tub.
"Now the other"I put the other and i hung onto Luke tighter.
He lifted me up and placed me on the counter.He was about to take off my towel but then realized Ash and Michael were here.
"Um Can you guys..."Luke said.
They left.Luke went out to get clothes then came back with, His over sized jacket, Calvin Klein underwear and bra, And some high socks.He closed the door behind him.He took my towel off and dried me off.
"I don't think that we should have sex anymore".
"Yeah Me neither, I was too hard on you, and I always get nervous around you like i'm going to mess up".
"You don't have to be nervous, I don't care if you mess up, We all mess up sometimes".
He helped me put on my underwear and bra.He looked in my eyes.His eyes were glassy and his lip was quivering.
"Yeah but i hurt you, Physically, I just...I don't want you to go through all this pain, I love you and i can't watch you cry or be sad, it tears me up inside, I don't understand how I can accidentally hurt a person like you".
"Baby, It's okay, I'll be fine, It's probably a 24 hour thing".
"What if it's not?".
"Luke you know i don't play what if".
"Yeah but play it for a second, What if you can't walk again?, What if you hurt for the rest of your life?, What if I can't help you anymore?, What if-".
"All these thoughts are running through my mind every second of the day when i'm with you!".
"Well then stop worrying about me!".
"I Can't! Do You know what it's like to fear that someone you are deeply in love with will one day hurt you and break up with you?!".
I looked at him.
"Everyday, I fear that you'll go off and cheat on me with some fan and have groupies and have threesomes with some other girls that you don't know! I don't want you to cheat on me Luke, I can't have my heart broken Again and Again and Again".
"Yeah well you don't have to worry about me cheating on you anymore".
He walked out.Did he just break up with me?