Someone shakes me awake. "Emily," Ash whispers. I open my eyes. Still in the hospital. I frown. "Sorry,but we can't see Allison tonight. We have to go home." He whispers to me. "Okay." I mumble,closing my eyes again. But I'm not falling asleep. Too many thoughts. I'm lifted up. I keep my eyes closed and just pray that Allison is okay. "She's asleep again." I hear Ash say. I'm put down and he seat belt is buckled. I hear the door slam and two other doors close. Another door opens and then after a few seconds it closes. The car starts driving. I open my eyes a bit,just a bit,and don't move or shift to draw any attention. I see Ashton beside me,Luke on the other side of him,Michael driving,and Calum in front of me. "What time is it?" Luke asks,quietly. "It's 12:37 am." Calum replies. I close my eyes again and drift off.
I wake up to a breeze. I sit up and see my balcony door is open and and my bedroom door is the same. I pick out an outfit: blink-182 shirt,denim shorts,and black flats. I take a shower and change into my clothes. I walk out into my room and don't do my makeup,or put in contacts. I put on my glasses,grab my phone,close the balcony door a tiny bit,and go to the viewing room. I sit there,thinking about Allison. I sigh and grab a granola bar. After eating,I go back to my room and paint my nails black. I put my hair in a ponytail. There's a knock at my open door. "Hey." Ashton says. "Hi." I say. "How's it going?" He asks me. I shrug. "No tears yet." I reply. He smiles. "Good." I get up and kiss him. I pick up my phone and put it in my pocket. We walk to Michael's car where Michael is waiting for us,Luke,and Calum. We all climb in and Michael drives us to the hospital. We all get out and Michael talks to the lady. "Okay,we can see her." He tells us. I nod and take Ashton's hand. We walk to her room. I take a deep breath before Luke opens the door. I look at Ashton,terrified of bad news. He squeezes my hand and nods. We go in and I cringe at all the bandages and tubes. She's awake. "Guys?" She asks weakly. "Allison." I say. "Hey,girly." Michael says. Her mom is sitting in the corner with one of her sisters,Kami. Mrs.Grason gets up and walks over to us. "Well,she broke her arm," I nod. "And,they said they found cancer cells." I look over at Allison,then back at Angelina. "What?" Michael gasps. She nods. "But we are lucky they found it earlier." I nod. "So,what about the tour?"
Calum asks. "She's most likely not gonna be able to come." Allison frowns. I sigh.
We talk for a little more and then we left. I sit on my bed for the rest of the day. Mom comes into my room. "Hey,I know it's a lot to handle. It's hard on Mikey too. He's been in his room for awhile." She tells me. I nod. "I hope she can go on the tour with us." I say. She smiles. "Hopefully." She leaves. After a few minutes,there's a knock at my balcony door. It opens and I see Ashton with ice cream. "Hey,cutie," He greets. "Let's go get some bowls and spoons,so we can talk." He smiles. We eat the ice cream and talk.