Poetry


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1. My first song

I worry I'll do the wrong thing, I worry I might ignite

Some sort of argument, a fire that burns bright

I wish you could see, I wish you could see (chorus, sang slower)

I worry one day you'll stop caring and stop seeing me

I worry one day you'll get mad on only see my OCD

I want you to know that I don't try as much as I could

I know I need to try, and I know that I should

But if I do try to fight the urge, if I do try to not get the words

The words that I need, the reassurance from you, my mind falls

Even to myself I can't make sense of it, it's like my brain has halls

I wish you could see, I wish you could see (chorus)

One hall tells me I need to hear your voice, another says you're mad

I can't explain if I'm not in the moment, but then I forget everything I had

I'm becoming confused trying to explain, I can't explain the way of my brain

I can only imagine how tough it is for you to grasp and to fully understand

I am sorry for all that this has caused, I know this is not what we both had planned

I wish you could see, I wish you could see (chorus)

Nobody wishes to be stuck with OCD, let alone have a friend

A friend who has this annoying little bug, a bug stuck until the end

I know it gets old, I tell myself, my brain gets told, I know it sounds useless

But to me in that moment, it isn't, again I cannot explain the big mess

I wish you could see, I wish you could see (chorus)

I wish, that you could see 

I wish, into the soul, of the person of me

I wish you could see, I wish you could see

I wish I could make sense, I wish it would leave this family

I am sorry, for all it has caused, I am now a mumbling fool with my speech

I wish that I could wrap my head around it, and to find a way for me to teach

How it feels to live inside my head, I wish I could stop disappointing you

I know that I succeed, but when I repeat myself I can see annoyance too

I wish you could see, I wish you could see

I wish that you could see, this isn't who I want to be

I want to be known for writing, music, and poetry

I don't want to hide behind my OCD

I wish you could see, I wish you could see

I thank you for putting up with me day in and day out

Please, never give up on me, let's find a way out

I wish you could see, I wish you could see

I wish you could see

 

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