Day one without Michael.
My life feels a little empty like something is missing.
Like a piece of my body is missing.
I'm laying down in my bed and it's 3 pm.
I haven't moved since I came home from the hospital.
Every once in a while, I hear a knock on my door and I tell them to go away.
All I want is Michael to knock on my window and he could climb in bed with me.
Correction, all I want is Michael.
I want his touch,
I check my phone to see missed calls from Emily, Michael, Calum, Ashton, and Luke.
I throw my phone across the room and scream into a pillow.
12 AM, I still haven't moved from this position.
All I want is a knock on my window, and Michael would appear, with pizza.
'I'm hungry,' I say to myself.
I quietly sneak downstairs and walk towards the fruit.
I feel arms quickly wrap around my waist and a mouth cover my mouth.
I start kicking, fighting, and screaming.
I turn around and see Michael.
He came for me.
My body quickly releases all the tension and I take a big sigh.
"Let's go for a midnight drive."