1. youtube videos
I was curled up into a ball when my computer screen turned black, i was starring into the black abyss of my room with hot tears tears running down my face to the reality of never meeting Dan, the person who made videos for fun, the person i look up to. My everything Dan's you tube videos made me smile, laugh, cry and feel happiness again, after my dad past away i thought i didn't want to be here anymore but Dan made everything okay, he tort me to love myself and how things how being sad is not a bad thing.
"Natalie" i hear my mother call
"yes?" i call back
"are you okay? you have been in your room all day, well that's not a surprise your always in your room but you haven't even come out for food" she says opening my bedroom door "and its pitch black in here"
"sorry, i didn't even realise what time it was" i say looking down at my phone. Its 6.30pm "wow its late" i say getting up form the pile of blankets on my bed, i put my laptop on charge and wipe away the tears on my face, i walk down stairs as im checking twitter when i see so something amazing, i see tour dates for Tabinof which is Dan and Phils book i scream and collapse on the floor in tears "there finally coming here" i say with tears dripping off my face.
"Hunny whats going on?" mum screams
"mommy they are finally coming here" i say
"Dan and Phil" i say
"oh yes i have a surprise for you baby girl"