"what do you mean" i say stopping the sobs coming from my mouth, i follow my mum into the kitchen and she says sternly "sit down" so i do, she pulls something out of her purse its a white envelope "you deserve it" she says rubbing my hand.
I slowly start to tear at the rough envelope and i pulled out the mysterious tickets, my jaw drops and it feels like someone has just turned on a high power hose in my eyes, i pull out Dan and Phil tickets "thank you so much" i say uneasily "baby girl you deserve them, now you meet your idols baby girl and just to think about that makes me so happy."
Hot tears are running down my face, my mum rubs my hand and kisses my hand for comfort
"I love you so much, mum" i say lovingly
"i love you too baby girl, now get changed, we are going out for dinner.
I get on a black tight dress and black goth creeper heels, my eyes are a hazel color so i put on nude colored eye shadow and bright red lipstick, i curl my waist length dark brown and grab my ID because people don' believe i'm 25. I do have my own house but they a building extra room in it at the moment so i have been living with my mum for 3 months, i'm staying in my old room.
We arrive at the restaurant and order our food, i order pasta and my mum orders lasagna, "your so pretty" my mum says with loving eyes "thank you" i say "your father would be so proud of you, i know he would because i'm proud. You have a great job, your independent and your even pursuing your dream of becoming a YouTuber" she says "aw thank you, but im not a big youtuber, i only have 5000 subs, but its better than nothing" i reply.
when we get home i take of my makeup, have a shower and get comfy in bed, i'm laying down with my face to the ceiling and thats when it hits me, i'm meeting Dan and Phil in 2 weeks.