3. Meeting Dan and Phil
~2 weeks later~
Today is the day i meet Dan and Phil, i'm not physically or mentally ready.
I put in extra effort in my makeup and outfit, i chose my black overalls with rips in them and my Dan and Phil shirt, i'm wearing my black goth creepers with frilly socks. My make up is very natural, i have nude eye shadow and a winged eyeliner, i add a few black dots at the bottom of my eyeliner to give the "wow" effect and i'm wearing red lipstick.
I grab my tickets, my bag and my camera and i head off with my mum, my mum is coming to the show with me but she is not meeting them.
I'm waiting in the meet and greet line, two more people to go then i finally get to meet the amazing guys that taught me to be me, the guys who saved me.
"Hey, you look great" Dan say "oh thank you,so do you" i reply "hey whats your name" Phil say "oh my name is Natalie" i say very enthusiastically "how have you been?" say Dan and Phil at the same time "well i'm great now that im with you guys, but before i found out i was meeting you i was really depressed and sad" i say looking at my feet "how come?" Dan says giving Phil a concerned look "well my father past away 5 years ago and i haven't really taken it so well, i was really down for a really long time, then i came across both your videos" say making eye contact with both of them "i came cross them in 2011 and have been a subscriber ever since. Both your videos make me laugh, cry, feel so many emotions but the main emotion is happiness and i couldn't thank you guys enough for that" i say with a tear rolling down my cheek. "Thank you for putting up with our shit for the past 5 years" Dan say "no worries, my pleasure" i say wiping away the tear and smiling "oh come here" Phil says and pulls me in for a hug, Dan joins in.
"Can we get a picture" i say happily "of course, oh and you look amazing so can i get a picture with you too?" Dan says "oh thank you and of course" we take our pictures, i give them small letters and chocolate i take photo with Phil for his phone and i leave with tears rolling down my face. That was the best thing that has ever happened to me i think to myself, i go and find my seat for the show and enjoy every bit of it.