"What if I have to protect him?" I run my fingers through my hair in frustration pacing around the pink walled room.
"Its not right...." A single toned voice spoke.
"I don't care, I'll do it because I love him."
"Its still not right." The voice said again.
"And because he's in danger. I'll break the rule of this stupid society, to help the one thing I love the most."
"Harry?" The voice asked.
"Harry." I confirmed.
"Why?" I laid on the bed staring at my plain ceiling. "Just why?"
"Why what?" Kali asks from beside the bed.
"Everything I love ends up getting hurt."
"My parents are held hostage in a place I don't know, my sister....... she was um killed.....and all my previous boyfriends end up getting hurt because of me."
"Ashlynn, calm down."
"How?!" I yell.
"Listen to music.." She suggested.
"Music won't do me any good in life. I hate this. I hate being a vampire. I can't even protect the ones I love. Whats the point of having crazy powers, if I am of no use."
"Ash, don't stay that. You are useful."
"I'm not! And we all know it. I can't control my cravings, and I end up killing many people. I am a murder. Don't you get it?!" I am off the bed and walking around.
"You may be....a murderer....but I am sure you've used your powers for one good thing at least."
"Nope. None." I say calmly before my vampire side takes control of me.
"No think deeply, I am sure you have-"
"Kal, its not going to help me. Let's face it. I am of no use, to anyone in this world. And I will learn to deal with it."
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