It's all my fault (Ashton Irwin)

It's all my fault. It's all my fault that my mom died when I was nine. It's all my fault that my dad abuses me. It's my fault that nobody like me at school. It's my fault everyone wants me dead. The only good thing that I have in my life is my brother Sam. Or so I thought was the only good thing. Hi. My name is Jay and I'm going to tell you why it's all my fault.


20. The start of something

Jay's POV:


"... Can you please give me a chance Jay?"  I remember Ashton ask me.

I look at him with wide eyes and I think I'm blushing now. I couldn't speak so all I could was nod my head so I did. He smiled and took a breath of relief. He then reached for my hand and held it. I'm still blushing. Non of us said a word. We just stared at each other. "Do you want to take a walk around town?" he asked me. "Yea that would be fun!" I say

We get up and throw our coffee away and set out for our walk. As soon as we leave, Ashton's hand laces with mine and again, I blush. We walk in silence for a bit then I say, "We should go here." pointing to a cute little shop. So we walk there and look at a few things and head out and kept walking. We found another little shop so we walked to it. I found a cute red crop top and I put it up to myself and it fit. "That looks really cute Jay." Ashton says "Thank you." I say and smile. "How much is it?" he asks me. "$20. Your not buying me this you already bought me coffee." I say but laughed a little. "Oh c'mon just let me buy you the shirt." he said "Fine-" I say, "- But I'm buying you something so pick." I say He picks out a bandanna and we head to the check out line. Once we bought each others stuff we decided to head home. We are walking, again, hand in hand. 

I know I told myself I can't do this but every time I see Ashton he always seems to make me feel better and I'm safer with him. I fall for him every time and I don't know why. Maybe it's his laugh or his smile or the way he looks at me. I have no idea what I'm getting myself into. I just hope I don't get hurt.


Hi loves xx I'm sorry I haven't been active on here I've been busy with getting ready for school. I start on Wednesday. I will be updating a lot more before I go back but I might need to figure out out a schedule for when school starts. Please comment if you like this story or if you have any ideas for it xx Thx I love you all :) 

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