20. The start of something
"... Can you please give me a chance Jay?" I remember Ashton ask me.
I look at him with wide eyes and I think I'm blushing now. I couldn't speak so all I could was nod my head so I did. He smiled and took a breath of relief. He then reached for my hand and held it. I'm still blushing. Non of us said a word. We just stared at each other. "Do you want to take a walk around town?" he asked me. "Yea that would be fun!" I say
We get up and throw our coffee away and set out for our walk. As soon as we leave, Ashton's hand laces with mine and again, I blush. We walk in silence for a bit then I say, "We should go here." pointing to a cute little shop. So we walk there and look at a few things and head out and kept walking. We found another little shop so we walked to it. I found a cute red crop top and I put it up to myself and it fit. "That looks really cute Jay." Ashton says "Thank you." I say and smile. "How much is it?" he asks me. "$20. Your not buying me this you already bought me coffee." I say but laughed a little. "Oh c'mon just let me buy you the shirt." he said "Fine-" I say, "- But I'm buying you something so pick." I say He picks out a bandanna and we head to the check out line. Once we bought each others stuff we decided to head home. We are walking, again, hand in hand.
I know I told myself I can't do this but every time I see Ashton he always seems to make me feel better and I'm safer with him. I fall for him every time and I don't know why. Maybe it's his laugh or his smile or the way he looks at me. I have no idea what I'm getting myself into. I just hope I don't get hurt.
Hi loves xx I'm sorry I haven't been active on here I've been busy with getting ready for school. I start on Wednesday. I will be updating a lot more before I go back but I might need to figure out out a schedule for when school starts. Please comment if you like this story or if you have any ideas for it xx Thx I love you all :)