23. Hanging out with the band
A couple days of days ago I talked to Alina and she said that I have fallen in love with Ashton. To be honest, I think she's right. I'm scared of falling in love. I know I shouldn't be but I am. I don't know if Ashton feels the same anyways.
But I set those feelings aside and get ready to hang out with my band. I haven't seen them in a long time and I'm so happy. "Hey Sam I'm going to meet the band for coffee I'll be back by six." I say and hug him. "Ok be careful I love you Jay." he says "I love you too." I say back and leave
I walk tot he coffee shop and I see my band mates and I run in and and hug them all tight. "Jay! We missed you!" they all said. We all cried a little too.
We sat down and got our coffee and talked for hours. It felt so good to tell them everything and have them understand me. We also set up a band practice and we are going to make some kind of schedule for our practices. Once the day was done we all said our goodbyes and we had another big group hug.
I walked home and I got a text from Ashton saying, ''Hey babe xx would you like to go out tomorrow night?"
I replied with, I'm going to have to get used to the hole babe thing huh?! lol. And yes, I would love too go out. Can you please up around six?" I texted back and he replied with," yup xx I'll be there."
I smile to myself but then I realize that I might have to tell him that I think I'm in love with him.