It's all my fault (Ashton Irwin)

It's all my fault. It's all my fault that my mom died when I was nine. It's all my fault that my dad abuses me. It's my fault that nobody like me at school. It's my fault everyone wants me dead. The only good thing that I have in my life is my brother Sam. Or so I thought was the only good thing. Hi. My name is Jay and I'm going to tell you why it's all my fault.


18. Explaining to Sam

Jay's POV:


After I showered and got ready for the day I went downstairs to find Sam on his laptop. "Morning." I say. "Morning. So can you please explain to me why you walked all the way home from Ashton's house at 2 am?" he asked me. "OK you remember my ex boyfriend? He cheated on me just a few years ago?" I asked him and he nodded. "OK well I know Ashton won't do anything like that and I know that I can trust him but I don't know it just doesn't feel right. I can't let anyone else in anymore. First it was him now its Sarah. What happens if Ashton lies to me and just cheats on me or something. I can't risk getting mentally hurt again." I explained. We both sat in silence for a moment. The he spoke up, "I know its hard Jay. I feel like I can't trust people sometimes too. But from what I see Ashton is a good kid. To me, I don't think he's saying these things because he wants to be your friend. I think he's saying these things because he wants you more than a friend, which I might have to get used to but I know you feel the same way about him Jay. It's written all over your face. But even if he does hurt you, I will kill him." he said and I laughed a little bit and so did he. "Thank you so much Sam. I love you." I say hugging him. "I love you too." he says. 

"So what's the plan for today?" I ask "Well the police said that they have all of dads bank information so they are going t give us some money to replace some broken things in the house and they are going to us some money for college." he said and I was in shock. "Holy shit that's amazing!" I say and he nodds. 

We get in his car to a furniture place and begin looking to replace stuff. After a while we found a lot of neat stuff so we bought it and took it home. I texted Ashton to make sure that we were still going to talk about things tomorrow and he said yes. I'm a little nervous though.


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