18. Explaining to Sam
After I showered and got ready for the day I went downstairs to find Sam on his laptop. "Morning." I say. "Morning. So can you please explain to me why you walked all the way home from Ashton's house at 2 am?" he asked me. "OK you remember my ex boyfriend? He cheated on me just a few years ago?" I asked him and he nodded. "OK well I know Ashton won't do anything like that and I know that I can trust him but I don't know it just doesn't feel right. I can't let anyone else in anymore. First it was him now its Sarah. What happens if Ashton lies to me and just cheats on me or something. I can't risk getting mentally hurt again." I explained. We both sat in silence for a moment. The he spoke up, "I know its hard Jay. I feel like I can't trust people sometimes too. But from what I see Ashton is a good kid. To me, I don't think he's saying these things because he wants to be your friend. I think he's saying these things because he wants you more than a friend, which I might have to get used to but I know you feel the same way about him Jay. It's written all over your face. But even if he does hurt you, I will kill him." he said and I laughed a little bit and so did he. "Thank you so much Sam. I love you." I say hugging him. "I love you too." he says.
"So what's the plan for today?" I ask "Well the police said that they have all of dads bank information so they are going t give us some money to replace some broken things in the house and they are going to us some money for college." he said and I was in shock. "Holy shit that's amazing!" I say and he nodds.
We get in his car to a furniture place and begin looking to replace stuff. After a while we found a lot of neat stuff so we bought it and took it home. I texted Ashton to make sure that we were still going to talk about things tomorrow and he said yes. I'm a little nervous though.
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