It's all my fault (Ashton Irwin)

It's all my fault. It's all my fault that my mom died when I was nine. It's all my fault that my dad abuses me. It's my fault that nobody like me at school. It's my fault everyone wants me dead. The only good thing that I have in my life is my brother Sam. Or so I thought was the only good thing. Hi. My name is Jay and I'm going to tell you why it's all my fault.


19. Day with Ashton

Jay's POV:


Once again I woke up in my bed. I checked my phone as usual and I got a message from Ashton and it said, hey xx meet me and the coffee shop btw I'm buying xx. I laughed a little bit and replied Ok xx. So I hop out of bed and get ready. "Hey Sam I'm going to hang out with Ashton for a bit. Just to talk about some things." I told Sam. "OK be careful I love you." he said "I love you too." I said and walked out the door. I continue to walk to the coffee shop which is sort of far from my house so I put my earbuds in and listen to Green Day. I get o the coffee shop and see Ashton inside. I walked inside and he saw me. "Hey Jay." he said "Hey." I said. He pointed me towards the line and I went first. We got our drinks and sat down. "So what did you want to talk to me about?"  he asked me "OK so I left your house the other night because I wanted to see if Sam was OK and if there was anything I could do to help. And the way we were on the couch it just reminded me of my ex boyfriend. And I know that you said you wouldn't hurt me and you'll always be here for me and I do trust you I just-" I stopped for a second. "I don't know I do like you Ashton I just don't know what to do." I said. We both sat in silence until he spoke, "Jay I like you. A lot. And I know that things aren't rteally the best for you and Sam right now but I'm always here for you and I would never hurt you. Can you please give me a chance Jay?" he said and I was speechless. Why would he want to date me? I'm nothing. Either I will break his heart or he will break mine. What do I do Jay? All of these were rushing through my head.


Find out in the next chapter xx :) what do you think she will say?!

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